Saving You

17//Beyond Broken

Chapter 17

"You walked away and all i did was watch you, because no matter how hard i tried to make you stay, you still left."

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Sunday Morning.......
{Rose's P.O.V}
3 months passed now and i can't help but miss Ian in a way i can't describe. I miss him in every moment of my day. His face never leaves my mind. The look on his face when i pushed him away. I can't forget it. I regret. I regret every single moment i spent with him. I regret it because when i left him, i couldn't go back to my old life. I can't forget the feeling i had when i was with him. I may miss the feeling but i miss the person i used to be with him way more. My life is meaningless without him. It has no taste. It is boring. Loneliness and darkness everywhere. When i left him i realized that we shared so many memories together and it's hard to forget those memories. It feels like i have known him for years. I just miss him and i am afraid to go back to him. I still can't figure out my feelings towards him. In addition to all of this something is wrong with me. I get paler and weaker as days wenr by. I am always tired physically and my bones are always aching. I really don't know what's wrong with me.

I got up from bed and i went to the bathroom. I took a shower then i looked at the mirror for quite some time. Suddenly out of nowhere i started coughing hystrically. My breath got heavier and i couldn't take my breath properly. I continued coughing for like 5 mins with my hands on my mouth. Finally i stopped. I removed my hands but i was shocked at what i saw. Blood. My hands were covered in blood. WTH!! I am coughing blood. I was surprised why would i cough blood out of nowhere. I washed my face and hands then i put on my work clothes and went to work as a normal person.

Meanwhile........
{Ian's P.O.V}
My life is a huge mess. My life sucks. The past three months have been a living hell for me. All i did in the morning was go to work and at night i would go to the bar and have fun. I was really getting sick of my life. At first i thought that i would move on quickly. I thought that she won't be on my mind often after i had confessed my feelings for her. I underestimated my feelings for her. After i had sent the letter i hoped that she would come and do anything or even say anything. I thought that she would come and explain anything but......she didn't and that broke my heart even more. I thought about going to a therapist but i couldn't gather the courage to do so. She was the only therapist who understood me. She understood the feeling of loneliness. The feeling of losing someone so dear to you. She knew it because she experienced it. She fucked me up. And i am unable to do anything now except to convince myself that i am moving on.

After a little while....
{Eric's P.O.V}
I went to check on Ian in his office to see how he is doing. In the past days all he has done was just drink and fuck countless girls. I am really worried about him. I entered his office just to see a hot chick sitting on his desk office and they were kissing. They didn't even notice that i entered until i coughed.
"Ehmmm...." Ian stopped kissing her and looked at me with a smirk.
"Sophia you can go now." He said giving her a wink. The girl stood up and started adjusting her tight dress. Then she went out and Ian started adjusting his hair as it was a mess.
"Hey Eric." He said normally like nothing had just happened.
"Really!"
"What's wrong?" He said raising his shoulders.
"What were you doing?"
"Do you really want to know?" He said with a devilish smirk.
"Disgusting!! But i am really serious Ian. What the hell are you doing these days?"
"Maybe I am moving on."
"You really believe that?"
"Yeah, it is so simple. You just distract yourself.......It helps......I guess."
"That's it! That's how you are gonna move on?"
"WELL HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO MOVE ON!" Ian said getting up angirly and pushing his chair away.
"Well i am sorry.....just continue moving on....but be careful to not lose yourself while doing it." I said then i turned my back to leave.
"I am dying here, Eric......" I turned to face him.
"Please help me!" He said in a way that made my heart ache. He is in so much pain and no one can help him except her. When he slowly started recovering from Hayley's accident, he relapsed again and this time i don't know if i can get him back like Rose did. I walked towards him and i pulled him in a hug. He hugged me tightly.
"Don't leave me too, bro." He said with a little crack in his voice.
"Never."

Meanwhile.............
{Rose's P.O.V}
I was really tired today so i decided to skip work and go take a coffee. I met Cassie my assistant when i was going out.
"Where are you going, Rose?"
"I am so tired and i have a headache. I am gonna take a coffee."
"Rose!!" She said startled.
"What is it?"
"Ummmm......Your nose?"
"What?"
"It's bleeding." I put my hands on my nose. When i looked at my hands , i found blood on them. I quickly ran to the bathroom. There was too much blood coming out of my nose. I got really worried. What the fuck is wrong with me?!! I washed my hands and my face then i grabbed my bag and stormed out of my office. Cassie met me in the way stopping me.
"Where are you going?"
"I am going to the hospital to see what's wrong with me."
"Do you want me to come with you?"
"No you take care of work here." I said and i rushed out of the building. I took my car and i went to the hospital.
"Morning Miss. How can i help you?"
"Morning. I want to meet a doctor please."
"Do you have an appointment?"
"No."
"Well then wait here."

Later.............
{Rose's P.O.V}
"Doctor, Please tell me what's wrong with me. You have done several blood tests for me."
"I just had to confirm my doubts about your sickness."
"And......what do i have?"
"I am sorry to say that but you have AML."
"AML?"
"Acute Myeloid Lukemia."

End of Chapter 17
Oh God!!! Rose has Lukemia!!
What do you think Ian will do when he knows?
How do you think he will react when he knows that the girl he loves has Lukemia?!
Do you think Rose will die?!
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