Saving You

33//A Nightmare....

Chapter 33
"They say every atom in our bodies was once a part of a star. Maybe I am not leaving. Maybe I am going back home."

A/N: Please listen to the song above while reading the chapter. {Tell me how to feel by Maggie Eckford}

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{Ian's P.O.V}
You never know what is going to happen. You don't know if your happiness is going to last or no. You don't know who will be gone by tomorrow and who will come. You don't know if the feelings you feel now are going to last or not. You never know and You will never know what tomorrow brings for you. All you can just do is hope that tomorrow will be good and all I can do is just hope that tomorrow she will okay. I just hope that she will be fine, safe and sound, free from cancer. I can't bear losing her again. I just can't. I don't want her to leave me alone yet. I don't want her to leave me alone in that world. I just can't continue my life without her in it.

I am sitting in the waiting room. She is there inside the emergency room and I can't even get a glimpse of her. I am so nervous and I want to know what is wrong with her. I am just afraid that she got worse. She was so sick when I brought her here. She was unconscious. I can't just forget when I saw her lying lifeless on the floor. I felt my heart aching and I didn't know what to do. I can't also forget what Rose did to me. I can't bring myself to just forgive her for lying to me for 1 month. 1 month and she is f*ckin lying to me. 1 month for god's sake and I was an idiot to believe that she was getting better. I was stupid not to notice her pale face, her thin body, her throwing ups. But I just didn't imagine that she really did that.

2 hours earlier..........

"Rose! That's too much. Let's go to the hospital."

"Ian, I said I am fine."

"You are not! You are coughing blood for god's sake."

"It's just a cold or something."

"Cold!! Am I an idiot!! What cold makes you cough blood?!"

"It's normal. Please believe me." She pleads. I go and kneel beside her.

"I am just worried about you, babè." I say as I stroke her hair gently.

"I know but don't worry." She says as she caresses my cheek with her hand softly.

*Phone ringing*

"I will go answer, okay?"

"Okay babé. You go. I will just wash my face and come." She says and I stand up. I go answer my phone.

"Eric! How are you man?"

"I am fine Ian. How are things with you in London?"

"They are great, Eric. Like really great. I have never felt so happy."

"I am really glad that you guys are back together now."

"I am too. By the way, How are things with Cassie?"

"We are going on dates and stuff."

"Oh Man! You are too slow."

"Cassie wants to take things slow. You know that If I could, I would marry her tomorrow."