Saving You

04//Silent Scream

Chapter 4

"Silence has always been my loudest scream."
~unknown

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At Night.........
I finish my work and I make my way to home. Everytime I enter my home and find no one waiting for me to return home, no one excited to see me, no one here to ask me about my day. I feel like I am all alone in that world. I even have no friends. After what happened I wanted to be alone, I pushed all my friends away. And here I am alone. It saddens me how our lives can be destroyed just because we lost someone. Why did we lose that person in the first place!!

The answer is: It's life.

How I wish I had a better life. How I wish I had someone to care for me, someone to hold me when I am all alone at night.

I wish I could just die!!

Meanwhile at The Price Residence.....
{Ian's P.O.V}
I feel relieved. I don't know why I feel this way but maybe because I somehow finally opened up to someone. Finally, I found someone to listen to me without judging. I know that she is just a psychologist and it's her job but she is different. She made me feel like I made a new friend today. No one ever did that with me. She didn't push me to say anything today. She just listened to me talking about my favourite dishes, my favourite color. She didn't pressure me and that's what I like about My new friend Rose.

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4 months later........
{Rose's P.O.V}
Ian and I became more than just a psychologist  and a patient. We became friends. We chat, we talk, we hang out together. But he still does not know my story and I still do not know his. I hope that he tells me soon.

Later at my office........

"Come on Ian tell me why are you so sad today?" I say but he is so silent. He doesn't say a word but he turned his face to face me , his eyes were sparkling and it is like he is going to cry. It just breaks me to see him like that.

Silence.............

"It's just today it marks 2 years of her death." He says in a deep voice and his voice is cracking as he says those words. I think he lost someone too. Not just any someone but I guess someone who meant the world to him.

"What was her name?" I ask him awkwardly.

"Her name was Hayley." He says it without showing any emotions. He says it like he was answering a normal question. He is trying to contain himself by not showing any emotions or feelings. He is emotionless at this moment. I know this feeling, the feeling when all you want to do is just scream until there is no voice left to scream.

"She was everything I ever wanted in my life. She was that light that shined my life, without her my life became completely dull. She was the reason why I wanted to wake up everyday. We were unconditionally in love. We were happy. We loved each other like there was no tomorrow. My Life was perfect. She made me forget about everything. She showed me the meaning of love and it was like she was the only one on this universe who ever loved me." He says these words like he is imagining her, standing in front of him. He talks as if she is here in front of him listening. He stops for a few moments and the smile that was on his face, his eyes that were glowing as he was describing her disappeared. It just vanished into thin air. It is like reality finally hit him so hard.