i'm happy for you
i'm smiling for you
i'd do anything
for you for you
it's always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop
so let me tell you please
i'm always sad
and i'm always lonely
but i can't tell you
that i'm breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)
how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go
and i swear that i've tried
but opening up
means trusting others
and that's just too much,
i don't want to bother
so i'll keep it inside
and bury it deep
i know it's not healthy
but you won't hear a peep
though i'm always sad
and i'm always lonely
i could never tell you
that i'm breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)
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Shorts, Poems, and Imagines
Poesía"It's exhausting to fight a war inside your head every single day." -Micki Ann
