𝐒𝐓 & 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒!! (𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀𝘿!!)

CHAPTER 36 (j.d.g)

JACK
'Leave Your Lover'
"I don't have much to give, but I don't care for gold"
Today is probably the worst days of my life. My best friend, my crush just told me he finally asked out Ellie Hiyar today. When I first heard that I was completely devastated. I know that she is just using him for fame. I just wish he picked me.
"What use is money when you need someone to hold"
I don't care that Jack is famous I just want him. It's always been him that I loved for the longest time and to see him being used isn't right.
"Don't have direction, I'm just rolling down this road"
He has been distant lately, ever since he got with her. I just miss my best friend..
"Waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold"
I've went over his house many times and every time I go over there I get the same answer 'I'm sorry sweetheart he is with Ellie' even though I hear those words. I still manage to keep going over there. Now, it's without a purpose..
"You'll never know the endless nights. The rhyming of the rain"
I've have gotten zero sleep. At night is when all of our memories flood through my head. Tonight it was raining and I couldn't get one memory out my head:
'Y/n let's go outside!'
'But it's raining!'
'Then lets be a cliche!'
That same memory floods in my head all night..
"Or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call her name"
At school is when it's the worst. He doesn't talk to me anymore. He was all I had and he knew that. I would see him in the halls at her locker, laughing and joking around. He used to do that with me. I always remember how it's not my name he is calling in the halls anymore. It's hers.
"Can't keep this beating heart at bay"
Even though he has shunned me and replaced me with another. I still have the audacity to still be in love with him, to still think about him. I wonder if he still thinks about me.
"Set my midnight sorrow free, I will give you all to me"
I cry every night. Just thinking about why he is doing this and why he chose her. I wish some nights I never met him. I wish I never met him so he can stop making me feel this way.
"Leave your lover"
Why can't he just stop being blind and see all the games she is playing. Why can't he just open his eyes and see...
"Leave her for me"
I'm the one who loves him..