CHAPTER 40 (n.h)

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CHEATER pt.2
It's been a couple days since I have last seen Nicholas and honestly it has been hard. Seeing the love of your life with another woman who isn't you hurts. Physically and mentally hurts. You would have thought that i would be angry and upset about this whole situation rather than crying my eyes out for 4 days straight. You would have thought that he would be back by now, but he isn't. Also I would have thought he would have fought more for our relationship rather than just walking out. Part of me wanted him to leave and a huge part of me wanted him to say and tell me it was all a dream, but the part of me that spoke first was the one I truly didn't want to choose. Part of me wanted to call him and tell him to come and we could just cuddle on the couch, but another part of me denied that and chose to be in a state of sadness. For the past 4 days I have been wondering why he did this to me. Was I not enough? Was I not pleasuring him enough to that fact where he chose another girl? Was I not there enough? Did he not love me like he used to? That was the one though that was stuck in my mind for numerous hours.. did he love me? My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing, playing my favorite Ed Sheeran song. I sniffled, before I answered the ringing phone. It was Nick.
Nicholas😍
Answer or Decline
Answered.
You- yes..
Why did I answered. Why didn't I just turned my phone off and finish the rest of my crying spree? Why didn't I?
Nick- baby, I- Im so sorry! I miss you so fucking much baby and I'm such an idiot for hurting you like that and- I'm- I'm broken without you...
A mask of silence covered the two of us as we sniffled, both containing tears threatening to spill out with in seconds.
You- I miss you too...











Some believe to take them back and go on with their lives and live happily ever after, but my story was a little different












You- I miss you too-
Nick- oh thank go-
I cut him off by a sudden cough
You- but you hurt me Nick and I don't think I can live with you, knowing that you hurt me. I'm sorry Nick. Goodbye.
CLICK.
More tears streamed down my face... my thoughts wandering to how Nick took that news...

NICK
I'm so fucking stupid.












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