CHAPTER 95 (s.h)

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ARE YOU SATISFIED?
Warning; verbal abuse ahead. Somewhat fluff
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I walked into the hell hole called school, head down so I wouldn't have to face the faces of the people I loathed the most. I made my way to my locker at a slow pace, not urging to get anywhere too soon.
I wasn't in a rush to get to class, the person who would be there.. ruins my life over and over again.
He might think it's funny, but the things get to me.
Fat
Worthless
Piece
Of
Shit
When he said those words the other day, I ran home and cried. I just cried until I couldn't cry anymore. Depression had once again crept into my life, like a night walker. The words filled with hatred that you wouldn't see just anywhere. Steve Harrington, the killer of my nightmares, the pain in my existence.
He is 99.99% the reason I want to just end it all, just take a sharp knife and dagger it into my heart one hundred times.
He always hated me, for a reason I will never know. It all started when we were in 2nd grade..
The winds were heavy, the trees blowing for left to right from the velocity of the wind. The kids all gathered by the window to see the storm happen. Branches from the trees knocking against the window making us flinch every time. The rain poured down, like tears of a giant.
We were infatuated by the storm accruing before our small little eyes.
I was in the back, too short to see the window as the children blocked it from my view by their big heads.
I jumped and jumped, but still couldn't see. I sighed and sat down at my desk, tears urging to come out.
Steve turned around from the window to see that I was sitting down, he smirked.
Steve- MIDGET LEGS CANT SEE THE WINDOW
From the unfunny joke, the class erupted in laughter as Steve stood there with arms crossed, and smirk on his face.
I ran out the class, hearing the teacher shout 'that's enough' to the obnoxious class.
I ran into the bathroom and cried. Cried until I couldn't anymore.
End of Flashback
*bell rings*
I groaned and closed my locker, walking to the dreaded class I never wanted to step foot in.
I sat in my sit, slouched so I wouldn't go noticed by him. He walked in laughing to his friends by his side.
I would be lying if I said that he wasn't the slightest bit hot. He was, but the fact that he hurt me repeatedly made him in my eyes look hideous.
The smile on his face making me want to wipe it right off of his perfectly sculpted head.
I sighed and zoned out as the teacher talked about the meaning x in the equation.
MIDGET LEGS CANT SEE THE WINDOW!
you. Are. Worthless.
You fat whore.
MS.L/N!
I jumped and looked at the teacher with wide eyes.
Teacher- would you care to tell us what was on your mind other than ALGEBRA!
You- ...uh I no sir
Teacher- listen next time Ms.L/n
I sighed and looked down, I heard a sudden giggle and 'look at her, she is so ugly' I choked on a sob and I sighed once again. Ugly.

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The end of the day finally rolled around and I smiled, I walked out the school and towards my raggedy, yet nice car.
I heard footsteps behind me and I started to walk faster towards my vehicle.
Steve- WAIT!
I stopped and and turned around to be face by Steve Harrington, I rolled my eyes and started to walk away again, but he grabbed my arm.
You- what do you want.. don't you want to go tell me to kill myself or die in a hole? Hm? You're really good at that!
Steve- I wanted to say that I'm sorry, so sorry. I am a complete asshole to be saying those things..
You- this is a prank. Do you seriously think this is ok? To prank me into thinking you actually changed! Well I don't believe you.. just, just fuck off.
I walked away and got into my car and drove off towards my house.

To be continued...

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