𝐒𝐓 & 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒!! (𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀𝘿!!)

CHAPTER 45 (e.k)

WHEEZER
Y/n P.O.V
6 months. 6 months of being with Eddie. 6 months of the hate and 6 months with having to deal with IT. The crazy devil clown has been messing with us, ever since Georgie disappeared he appeared. On top of that there has been hate at school towards me.. I just don't understand why I'm getting hate. I'm a nice person. Some think it's because I'm ugly, some and everyone think it's because I'm dating Eddie. I would understand why. Eddie is popular and I'm- well I'm the quiet sweet girl that sits in the back of the classroom. I have to sign off for now..
Signed Y/n
9/3/89
I closed my journal and went over to my bed. I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling. Why does life have to be like this? Why do I have to get hate? My thoughts were interrupted by a loud tap on my window. I groaned and got up from my bed. I walked closer to my window to see the hazel eyed Eddie, with a big smile on his face and his inhaler in one hand. I smiled and opened my window to let him in.
You- baby, it's freezing out there.. are you okay?
Eddie- baby girl I'm fine. I wanted to see your face
I blushed and he smirked. We made our way over to my bed and we laid down. I turned over to face him and he smiled.
Eddie- what
You- how are you so handsome
Eddie- oh stop! You're beautiful baby
It was my turn to blush and I sighed. Eddie's face turned into confusion, noticing that my mood had changed.
Eddie- what's wrong
His voice lacing with concern. I looked at him with watery eyes and his face softened.
Eddie- aw baby what's wrong. Are you okay?
You- n-no.
I couldn't lie to him, I didn't want to lie to him. I'm not okay and I'm not going to conceal my feelings and act like everything's okay. I just... can't.
You- nothing is okay! I get hate everyday baby and I feel like I'm ugly and people get in my head saying I don't deserve or I'm too ugly ! I'm starting to believe it, because really what do I have ?
Eddie had tears in his eyes. Just hearing me say all those things hurt him and I know it, but I just had to let it out. He took a puff from his inhaler and stroked my cheek softly.
Eddie- baby you are the best thing to ever happen to me. You're absolutely beautiful and caring, kind, wise and that body though
I chuckled and playfully hit his shoulder. He hangs with Richie too much. I chuckled at my thoughts.
Eddie- baby, you need to understand that you're not ugly and if anything I don't think I deserve you! You're perfect... I love you so much.
I froze. We have never officially said I love you and to hear him say that made my heart flutter...
Eddie- shit I'm sorry... did I weird you out?- fuck I'm so so-
I kissed him. That was the only thing I could do to shut him up. He smiled into the kiss and I pulled away first..
You- i love you too wheezer