A wild constellation of feelings run over his face as Levi talks. It all reflects in his face from a sheepish look, to a surprised big eyed one to a loving almost crying one the more Levi talks. His head however turned red with embarrassment as he talks so frankly about the last night. Once he hears the last words Levi speaks against him, his breath tickling his ear he feels a deep happiness. His arm hot from the infection as well as his stump wrap around the smaller torso of Levi pulling him even closer not caring about the pain in his chest. Only now he notices that he longed for these words for ages and if he would die now he would die as the happiest man on earth. These words trigger the commander, even if it's just for seconds. He speaks with a shaking apologetic voice into the neck of Levi, in which he had buried his head into.
"I am sorry Levi. Sorry for threatening the way I did. Sorry for keeping my feelings to myself. I'll always love you. My heart belongs to you." His tone now changes again as he fades away into the back of Erwins mind, into a softer happier one. "I love you too Levi, I know I do. I don't need a woman nor children as long as I got you" He had to flinch slightly as the pain now returns to him, but he still refused to let go of Levi, kissing his neck up and down like a greedy bastard. His teeth graze Levi's ear now as he lowly and seductively speaks to him.
"I'll recover fast then you can release all you got into me, so that we are equal." His wet hand leaves a trail of water along Levi's back as it runs down to linger on his lower back.
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His eyes widened as they became a little wet.
'No... That was Erwin.'
He thought to himself before grabbing him tightly. He needed to hear the Commander's voice again. And Levi could tell the difference.
"Erwin, I Love you. I love you."
He repeated, trying to egg the Commander back out. His body trembled as their skin touched.
"You are the first person I ever loved. Even if I threatened you too, I did it to protect you."
He wanted the Commander, the man he had bonded himself to. While this new Erwin was a safer route for Levi, he knew that the real Erwin wouldn't accept this.
"I'll tell you what we found in the basement, I'll tell you owe plains for heading to the large water, you can see it for yourself. I'll make love to you when you ask. Just as long as you come back to me Commander."
He whispered in the man's ear, hoping to trigger the Commander again.
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You, but not you - a EruRi Lovestory
FanficThe battle to reclaim wall Maria costs many good soldiers their life and it pushes Levi on the edge of deciding whom to grant life as a titan and whom not. It was a decision between his commander Erwin and Armin. He made the only right choice he cou...
