Secretly Loving You- Justin Bieber

Chapter Forty Three

"Tuka baby, you need to take deep breaths for me okay? Please!" Justin pleaded as the ambulance rushed towards the hospital, Tuka's screams and pleads for the pain to stop filled the van. It was like the world had stopped for the both of them in that moment. As if the world hasn't caught up with them yet. The news spread quickly, and everyone was full of confusion, anxiety, and excitement. This could be the day everything changed for the both of them. This could be the start of a new life. "Justin make it stop! Please!" Tuka cried, sweat dripping from her forehead, her body shaking as she held tightly onto Justin. She couldn't concentrate, she couldn't think. She was panicked and disturbed. The pain was getting too much, she felt weak. "You need to hold on for a while Mrs Bieber, we're almost there..." Mumbled the paramedic as they pulled up to the hospital. Tuka was pulled out quickly, rushed through corridors and crowds of people, Justin tried to keep up as he held tightly onto Tuka, scared she'll slip from his fingertips. "Justin!" She cried as they wheeled her into the room, a nurse rushing off to sign her in. They instantly started taking blood tests, checking to see if it was actually the baby. "Tuka, you're 4cm dilated... You have a while to wait yet... Would you like an epidural?" The nurse asked, preparing what looked like a needle. Justin looked down at his troubled wife to be, feeling helpless as she crinkled her nose in pain, making Justin's heart break even more.

"She'll have anything, please just... Stop this pain" he pleaded, gripping tightly on Tuka's hand as she let out another scream of pain. His heart was breaking, seeing her like this, seeing her in so much pain. "Mr Bieber you'll have to leave the room while we examine her..." The nurse hushed, pushing Justin out the door despite his pleads. Just outside, the boys sat there, one by one waiting, waiting to hear anything. Their eyes lit up as Justin walked through the door, Zayn stood up almost instantly, he didn't know why, he just did. He felt some close friendship with Tuka, and felt the need to panic. "Everything okay?" He asked as soon as Justin turned their way. Justin just simply shook his head, feeling his whole world fall apart as he pictured her painful eyes. Begging, pleading for him to take away the pain. A single tear fell from his eye, he sat beside Niall, while the nurse popped her head through the door. "She's allowed visitors for a while, just until she's 10cm dilated.." She smiled, watching as Zayn was the first to push his way through, leaving the rest of the boys and Justin sat outside confused. He was shocked with the sight, her sweaty shaken up body was now relaxed, but the pain was still visible. He walked over slowly, grasping hold of her hand. "Hey.." He murmured, thinking it'll help if his voice was hushed. She turned to smile at him, her tired eyes struggling to stay open as the pain relief kicked in. "What you doing here? You guys have awards to collect" she chuckled gently, sitting herself up as best as she could. Zayn just shook his head, finding it hard to believe that she was more worried about the show than herself. "You're gonna get through this okay? Have you even found out the sex of the baby?" He asked, his hand resting upon her swollen stomach. He couldn't begin to think why this baby was so early, why she was going truth this now. "We didn't want to know.. Well, I didn't anyway" she chuckled to herself once more, remembering the childish argument her and Justin had in the middle of the doctors. 

"Zayn..." Tuka mumbled, keeping her eyes on his features, trying her best tkeep her eyes open. He hummed in response, lifting his head up ever so slightly to look at her. "I'm glad we met each other tonight... I can tell already you're gonna be a great friend" she smiled, nudging him ever so slightly. He smiled, hearing the door creak open. Justin walked in carefully, ushering Zayn out before finally getting to talk to Tuka. He kissed her forehead gently, before wrapping his hand around hers. "How you feeling?" He asked softly, keeping his eyes locked with hers, scared to miss a moment alone without her. She smiled sleepily at him, the pain almost gone. "I'm tired..." She yawned, tugging on his arm gently. He frowned a little, wondering why she was tugging on his arm. "Lay with me" she pleaded, pulling him even more. He gave in instantly, hopping beside her, wrapping his arms around her as she rested her head against his chest. She felt whole, safe. Like nothing could touch her in that moment. Everything had caught up with her, the world had caught up with them both. Fans were worried as to what was going on. Pattie, the kids, Jeremy, Za and Paul were rushing through traffic, trying their best to get to Tuka. They didn't know what was happening, they didn't know whether everything was going to be okay. But, nor did they. Justin watched as his world began to fall asleep, her chest rising and falling slowly. She was peaceful, pain free. He knew that when she'd be ready to give birth, it'll be worse, but he didn't want to think about that just yet. He wanted to cherish every passing moment. He took out his phone, being cautious not to wake his princess. He took a photo of him and Tuka, logging onto twitter. 

'Waiting for the early arrival of the little'n.'

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"Justin!" Tuka's panicked voice awoke him from his sleep, his body falling off the bed as he stumbled to his feet. Worry rushed through his body as he watched Tuka turn and cry. He rushed out the door, shouting for nurses, doctors, anyone. Zayn was on his feet, entering the room along side Justin. They both took a hand of Tuka's each, telling her to push, breathe, and calm down. The nurses prepared themselves, passing Tuka gas and air, a flannel and a bucket, incase she's sick due to the pain. "Fuck! Justin I hate you!" She cried, pushing once more. Justin's face was pale, his body shook as he tried to stay strong. He watched Tuka screw her face in pain, screaming and crying as she pushed once more. Her hand squeezed hard, sending shock waves of pain through Justin's hand, but he didn't care, he'd rather take all the pain in the world than see Tuka go through this. She screamed once more, her body sighing in relief as the pain stopped. A cry filled the room as the world stopped around them. Justin looked up at the nurse, a small, baby was wrapped around a towel as they cleaned it off. She passed the baby over to Tuka, exclaiming the words. "It's a baby boy!"

"We did it baby, we got a baby boy" Justin cried, kissing her. 

Nothing could bring him down within that moment. Everything, everything was perfect.

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I am so so sorry I haven't been able to update in a while. I've been so busy-_-