Secretly Loving You- Justin Bieber

Chapter Four

Justin's P.O.V

I fluttered my eyes open, hissing as the sun shone through the curtains. I chucked on some sweats, opening the door to see Tuka sat on the sofa, phone pressed against her ear as she ran her fingers through her hair. I sat beside her, hearing someone shout from the other line as she sighed. "We can't.." She whined, avoiding eye contact with me. The voice on the other line got louder, and louder by the second. "This better not be because of that stupid Bieber kid!" I heard them shout, making Tuka jump at the sudden anger. I felt anger boil through me as tears stung her eyes. "I'm sorry Mark but.. W-We can't.." She stuttered, cringing at the word Mark. If I knew anything about him, I knew that he wasn't a very nice guy, and he certainly didn't know how to treat people with respect. "Ever since that prick came around you've stayed away from me!" He shouted through the phone, causing the tears in Tuka's eyes to slowly slide down her cheeks. I couldn't see her like this, it wasn't fair on her to even be feeling like this. "I'm on tour with my brother! In case you haven't noticed.. You're the one that hurt me!" She shouted, her voice giving up on her at the end as she broke down in front of me, small cries flowed out of her mouth as she brought her knees to her chest, listening to whatever harsh words he was spitting at her. Her whole body began to shake as he continued talking, soon, the line was silent. "I don't love you no more.." She whispered into the phone, her eyes locking with mine for the first time this morning. Her reassuring smile flashed at me, even though her eyes screamed for help. "You are nothing but a worthless slut!" I heard him shout from down the phone, making me loose the plot. I grabbed the phone from Tuka's hand, despite her fight against me. "I suggest you learn a little respect towards women you hear me?" I hissed down the phone, seeing Tuka's eyes widen as I spoke. Tears fell from her eyes as she continued to demand her phone back. "Oh, I'm guessing you're the new fellah huh?" I heard him smirk down the phone, making my skin crawl. "Something like that... I suggest you stay the hell away from Tuka, else your ass is toast.." I hissed, hanging up on him before chucking the phone to Tuka. She sat there in shock, unable to say anything. Until she snapped back to reality tears threatening to fall once again. " I could of handled him." She whispered, standing up from the sofa. I chuckled slightly, shaking my head. "I think the word is thank you?" I mumbled, watching her as she huffed, storming off towards her room before slamming the door. "You might as well pack, we're leaving today!" I shouted, walking back into my room. I don't understand what the problem was, I helped her didn't I? I told him where to go, and told him to stay away from her, so she didn't get hurt. The least she could do was say thank you or something. -----------------------

"Plane leaves in 10" Scooter explained to everyone, sitting back in his seat as people said their goodbyes. Tuka hasn't spoken a word since she stormed back into her hotel room. Nor has she spoken to anyone else, not even Fredo. She just sat there, staring into space with her bags by her side, her coat hugging her tightly. I felt bad for what I did, but I didn't regret it, not one bit. Someone had to put him in his place right? Sure it would of been better if it was Za or something but, she was in pain, she was scared and I could see it in her eyes. I can see it in the way she carries herself around, that she's scared he'll just pop out of nowhere just to hurt her once more. "Justin, what have you done with Tuka?" Za hissed from beside me, nudging me out of my thoughts. I sighed, running my fingers through my hair as I spoke. "Mark rang her.. He was shouting God knows what down the phone, I guess I just flipped and told him to do one.." I mumbled, hearing Za sigh from beside me. He's the only one that basically knows how I feel about Tuka, of course, he wasn't so convinced at first but he came around to the idea. "She doesn't like people defending her, you know that.." He explained, looking over to her. She just sat there, staring at passing people, who were so eager and happy to be even getting on a plane. "I know but, I couldn't just let him talk to her like that you know?" I shook my head, chuckling coldly as Za mumbled something under his breath. "I would of done the same, he's nothing but a worthless piece of of crap that's stuck to the bottom of someone's shoe.." Za hissed, grabbing his bags as our flight was called. I grabbed mine, making my way over to Tuka who was still sat there. "We're going now sweetie.." I whispered into her ear, making her eyes flicker between me and her bags. She stood up carefully, attempting to pick up her bags as her strength gave in. I chuckled slightly, picking them up for her before kissing her cheek quickly, making sure no one sees. "I got you.." I whispered, sending her a smile before walking to the gates with her. She was still cautious of where peoples hands were, where everyone was going. Whatever he's done, whatever he's said, its thrown her completely. 

Tuka's P.O.V

I sat between Fredo and Justin on the plane, not that I had much choice. I haven't spoken to anyone. Not that I want to anyway. Why should I? They could all abuse me, just like he did. The thought of him even coming after me, just to make sure I was his just, doesn't settle with me. All the things he did, has done, or could do. I couldn't feel my body, I couldn't feel anything. I could barely hear anything either. It was like my whole body had shut down with fear. I didn't mean to get angry at Justin, what he did was probably a good thing, in his eyes. But in mine, it will just make matters worse, it always does. Like a while ago, Mark was shouting down the phone at me, telling me he'd beat me when he got back from holiday because I told him I couldn't attend his Aunties wedding. Za was in the next room and obviously heard my cried and pleads. He rushed in, took the phone off me like Justin and told him to stay away. Of course, within the next week I was walking come from college, only for him to corner me in an alley way and beat me until I could hardly breathe. That's why I stormed off when Justin did the same thing, it'll only anger Mark even more, and make him want to come and get me more than he would normally. That's why I haven't spoken to anyone either, I just know that if I open my mouth, all that would come out is a whimper of fear, a cry out for help. There's nothing no one can do about it, if Mark finds me, he finds me, end of. What scares me even more is it won't just be me getting hurt, it'll be Justin. Mark's punched Za before, a few weeks ago actually, just a week before I met Justin. I ended it with Mark, and he thought it was because of Za, of course it wasn't, Za just gave me the confidence to do it. Anyway, the next day Za came back with a busted up lip and a black eye. I haven't seen Mark since then to be honest. I don't want to either. ---------------------

"Hey Tuka?" Someone whispered from beside me, snapping me out of my gaze as I stared out the window. I turned to my left, seeing Fredo sitting beside me, a small smirk playing on his lips. My eyes trailed around the car, Justin sat beside Fredo, Za in the front along with Scooter, the rest of the crew in other cars. Justin's eyes flickered to mine, making my heart flutter slightly before I tore them away, towards Fredo. "Y-Yes?" I croaked, finding my voice for the first time today, which not only took me by surprise, but everyone else too. "she speaks!" Scooter joked, causing everyone in the car to chuckle. "I-I was wondering if, you know since we're in France.. If you wanted to go out for dinner.. With me tonight?" He asked shyly, making me blush at his sudden question. I looked towards Justin quickly, seeing his eyes turn cold, making me frown inwardly. "Sure, I don't see why it won't hurt.. "I mumbled, smiling slightly as I kept my eyes on Justin. He sighed, running his hands through his hair before his jaw tightened with anger. What was he so angry about? He had Selena right, she was his pride and joy? "no funny business!" Za warned Fredo, turning around to look at us both. His eyes flickered between me and Justin, Za's face soon turning into an understanding of what was going on. Something tells me that Za already knows about what happened back at the hotel between me and Justin. Not that I minded, I would rather someone else tell him, rather than me breaking down in front of him. But now I had an even bigger problem...--------------

"You ready?" Justin mumbled from outside my bedroom door. I dragged his sorry ass out shopping with me, to help me pick out a dress. I figured it would give us some time to get to know each other a little better, have more of an understanding? He seemed to be pretty depressed throughout the whole thing, but as soon as I was trying on dresses, asking for his opinion, he seemed to perk up. I opened the door nervously, letting my newly curled hair flow down my back. His eyes scanned my body, his mouth ajar. "You look so beautiful.." He whispered in awe, making me blush more than I already was. I thanked him briefly, grabbing my jacket before heading towards the door. "Wait!" Justin mumbled, running towards me with a few things in his hands. One was a bracelet, a gold one with a peace sign around it. Another was a jacket, one of his, making me frown. "The jacket goes better with the dress.." He smiled, taking mine out of my hands before replacing it with his. He took hold of my wrist carefully, slipping on the bracelet. "This is to show that, no matter who has you, you'll always have me.." He mumbled, blushing at his gift. Why would he want me to have it? "Justin I can't-" He cut me off before I could object to the bracelet. "Please, even if the dream wasn't real, there is still a piece of you in me, and a piece of me in you.." He kissed the top of my head, sighing slightly before opening the door, walking me down to Fredo's door. "I love you.. "He whispered, looking me deep in the eyes as my heart fluttered once more, sending me into space. "I.. I love you too.." I whispered back, ripping my eyes away from his before knocking on the door. I know that if I don't do this, Ill never get over Justin. Ever. So, here goes nothing right?