Secretly Loving You- Justin Bieber

Chapter Three

Tuka's P.O.V
"Please stay?" His strained voice making my heart sink as I huffed quietly. I need to go out with everyone else, but I can't leave Justin here by himself, knowing he could do something stupid. "Come with me? Selena isn't going, she's packing.." I mumbled, gulping as I said Selena. I hated what she was doing to Justin, how she treated him. Over one little fight and she's already packing her bags, not even bothering to sort things out between them. That was one of the reasons why Justin was such a prick in my dream in the first place. Past relationships got him thinking every girl just wanted him for his money. "S-She's packing?" He croaked, crawling across the floor until he reached me. His eyes were red and puffy, bags laid beneath his eyes. "She's going back home Justin, says she needs time.." I mumbled, avoiding eye contact as his heart was being crushed by the second. "S-She can't Tuka she can't I don't.. I don't wanna be alone.." He whispered, tears rushing down his face as his whole body shook. He was scared, frightened of being alone. "I'm here, Scooters here.. Justin you won't be alone.." I hushed, kneeling down so I was face to face with him. He looked up at me, his eyes full of sadness, breaking my heart because I knew I couldn't do anything about it, but sit back and watch his downfall. "I'm always alone.." That's what crushed me the most, how he has all these people around him yet, he feels more alone than ever. I sunk to my bum, wrapping my arms around his torso. "I don't wanna be alone again Tuka.." He cried, causing my T-Shirt to slightly drown in his tears. I can't just leave him like this can I? "Justin, you won't.. I'm here.." I whispered, running my fingers through his hair as he sniffed. The door slammed open, causing my stomach to sink. It was Selena. 

"Oh look, I leave you for 10 minutes and you're already all over him? You really are a slut.." She smirked, dropping her bags by her side before rushing over to Justin, pulling him to his feet. Anger boiled through my body as I watched her wipe his eyes, whispering things in his ears while kissing his cheeks. I rolled my eyes, seeing how pathetic she was being. "I'm going for a while so.. Ill see you soon okay baby?" She whispered, kissing his lips softly before turning to me, and evil smirk playing on her lips as she pushed past me. I scoffed, shaking my head as she picked her bags up. "Don't forget who he belongs to slut.." She whispered quietly so Justin couldn't hear. Sending me a death glare before shooting Justin a smile, she left. 

Justin's P.O.V
"So, we going out then?" I asked Tuka, feeling slightly more happier than I was. Selena loves me, I know she does. She just needs time to think about what she wants right now, no biggy. "Y-Yeh.." Tuka stuttered, keeping her head low as she opened the door, slamming it straight behind her. I frowned, wondering why the hell she is being like this. She was fine a second ago right? Selena didn't say anything so what's the problem? "Tuka, what's wrong?" I asked, locking the door behind me before racing after her. She sighed, shaking her head not saying a thing. "Tuka I know something is wrong, you won't even look at me, you never do.." I mumbled, thinking back to my dream, how every time something was wrong she'd never go to me, she'd either hurt herself or build it up. She groaned slightly, looking up at me quickly, her eyes were puffy as tears fell slowly. Was it because Selena interrupted our moment or something? "I-I'm fine Justin.. Lets just go..." She mumbled, her voice getting weaker as she attempted to open the door. Her arms had given up on her, and soon her legs will too. "Tuka don't push yourself.." I whispered, moving her arms out the way. She snapped away from my grip, taking a few steps back. "Just because you had a dream about me, doesn't mean you know me!" She snapped, her eyes full of tears as she tried her best to stay in control. I shook my head, sighing slightly. "I don't know what you're like.. I want to.." I mumbled, avoiding eye contact as she moved towards me. "I wouldn't even fucking bother.." She spat, pure hatred in her voice. I groaned in annoyance, running my hands through my hair. "Why?" I asked, looking her straight in the eyes. It took all her energy to do this, I knew it did. I could see it in her eyes. "You have a girlfriend, Ill just make things worse.." She whispered, pushing past me towards the elevator. Soft cries left her lips as the doors opened, making my heart sink. I don't know why it did, but it happened. 

I walked towards the restaurant, seeing everyone sat around the table. Tuka was sat between Za and Fredo again, leaving me to sit beside my mum, not that I minded. But it would of been nice to sit beside Tuka for once, to get to know her. I looked over to her, seeing her head hang low as Fredo tried to tell her one of his jokes. Of course she wasn't listening. She never does when things play on her mind. I know so much about her, I know how she works. But she won't believe me, because of some silly dream. "Justin, where is Selena?" Mum asked, frowning as she looked around the table. Tuka's head shot up, tears were visible on her face, making my heart break knowing I probably caused that. "She went home, family emergency.." I lied plastering my best smile on my face. If I can get through tonight, I can get through anything right?-------------

"Nice fake smile you had throughout that.." Tuka mumbled, opening the door as she took off her coat. I wonder how she knew it was fake? "How?" I mumbled, frowning as she looked inside the fridge. She shrugged, taking a sip out of the carton of juice placed inside. "I just know when its real, I fake smile all the time.." She said with a blank face, no expressions, no emotions. Like she couldn't feel a thing. "Look Tuka if I-" She cut me off before I could plead my case. "It wasn't you.. It was Selena okay?" She snapped, placing down the juice before huffing off into her room, leaving me in confusion. What did Selena even do to make Tuka like this?