Secretly Loving You- Justin Bieber

Chapter Forty

"We're Pregnant?" 

Within that moment, that small, tiny minute of everything clicking together, the Earth stood still. Tuka's heart stopped, Justin's breath was caught in his throat as she pieced together what was going on. As she had flashbacks of her and Justin, one simple, yet special one, stood out from the others.

*Flash Back*

"Do you ever want a family one day?" She asked him, as he tried to pull himself together. Tuka knew what she was doing, how she was going to make him push himself through the hard times. He simply nodded his head, running his fingers through his dirty blonde hair. "Of course I do, its just... How am I meant to raise a family with the crazy lifestyle I have now?" He asked himself, only making Tuka more determined to find a solution. She knew his life was a mess, that it was going downhill, she never thought about how maybe a baby could only make it worse. "It won't be like this forever you know, once you fix yourself, they'll back off.." She explained, running her hands down his back in comfort. He sighed, wrapping his arms around her tightly. "I want a family with you.." 

*End of Flashback*

"Tuka, we're having a baby.." He whispered, placing his hand in hers, squeezing gently as a sign that it was okay. Her eyes found his, tears slowly falling as she brought herself back to reality. "H-How? The crash.." She whispered, running her hands over her small stomach, containing the life that was soon to change things. Justin's face lit up slightly, as he watched his precious girl unwind herself about the life inside. A small smile crept on her face as she looked back at Justin. "I can't believe it.." She whispered in awe, Justin's hands gave hers a squeeze once more, wanting to know what she felt about this, how she felt. "We're going to be a family.." She smiled, hugging Justin tightly. They were happy, within that moment, no one could touch them, no one could take away what they had, what they felt within that. No one understands the emotional roller-coaster these two have been through, what they've done to be together. No one understands the amount of stress, pain, and hurt they'd go to, just to make sure one of them are happy. Within the past few weeks, they realised that, even though things can be thrown at them, they always get through no matter what. Tuka never realised that something that she dreamt could become a reality. When the crash happened, she couldn't help but think about the crash from her dream, the one that shot her back to the life she had without Justin. She couldn't help but wonder, maybe this was how the dream was meant to end, maybe this is the reason why she woke up. To realise that even though it was a dream, it could happen, and she could of lost Justin. But she didn't. 

"When can I go home?" She asked as they laid on the hospital bed, Justin's hands slowly caressing her stomach. "Later on today if you're up to it.." He murmured, running his fingers through her hair as she sat up gently. "I want to go home.."

That day, as they pushed, and thrived through the crowds, the world watched as the hero, legend, and strong man himself made a first appearance within weeks. Twitter was blowing up, fans were going wild as they watched both of the lovely couple walk out of the hospital that day. Everyone expected the worst, but got the best. Everyone thought they'd be broken, apart, hurt. No one expected both of them to walk out that day, smiles on their faces as they answered questions, their families trailing behind. No one expected Tuka to be so happy, so radiant after they heard what happened on the news. She was fragile of course, she was never one to show true emotions to anyone. As the finally made it to the car, the radio news strummed through the speakers, making everyone smile. "Legend Justin Bieber was seen leaving the hospital today after a great recovery with fiancée Tuka. Both of them were smiling and happy to take pictures and answer questions.. Is this the true turn around for Bieber and his career?" Justin wrapped his arms around Tuka, kissing the top of her head softly. "It sure is a huge turn around.. Now we have someone else to think about.." Of course, before they left the hospital, the news about the baby was spread between the family. Everyone was supportive, understanding as they knew it was time both of them had some more responsibility. 

This was a whole new start for the young couple, a fresh start to sort their lives out for good. Justin will stop with the late night clubbing on tour, the random holidays and tattoos. He'll be focusing on music, thinking about his actions before he does anything stupid. Tuka? She'll become stronger, think more about others than herself, she'll become a different woman, fit to be a mother. After today, everything will change, everyone will change. The world will be different. No more hate, no more train wrecks. Today was the day Justin Bieber was no longer the kid who became a drug addict, who's cocky and an ass. From today, he would be known as a fighter, a lover, the guy who turned himself around. The guy who not only battled against himself, but the whole world. The guy who grew up too fast, and was taught too little. 

"How about I make you some tea, and we'll sit down and watch a film with the kids?" Justin murmured, placing Tuka down on the sofa gently. She hummed in response, letting him rush off into the kitchen. The kids joined her on the sofa, resting their heads against her stomach. "He's going to be my best friend.." Jaxon whispered, rubbing her stomach as he spoke. She smiled down at the two, as they argued about whether it was a girl or a boy. She couldn't wait for the day that it would be her kids, arguing on whether or not the next baby would be a girl or a boy. She couldn't help but let her mind dream...

*Day Dream*

"Mummy! Daddy's being rude again!" The little girl squealed as her dad was making kiss noises to wind his daughter up. A small chuckle escaped Tuka's lips as she skipped around the corner, seeing a man not much older than her, and two other children. A small girl, about 6. She had caramel eyes, long brown curly hair and a smile that could brighten anyone's day. Beside her sat a small young man, about 15 who was trying to keep his sister entertained. He had big brown eyes, dirty blonde hair, and features of a boy who she use to know. She looked towards the older looking man. His messy blonde hair hid his small highlights of grey. His smile was like an angel singing. His eyes were a perfect caramel, his lips screamed perfection. He stood up slowly, making his way over to his wife. He wrapped his arms around her, kissing her softly. "Hello beautiful.." He murmured, moving a strand of hair behind her ear which had fallen from her messy bun. "Justin.." She whispered, running her fingers through his hair as they shared one last kiss.

And the dream faded away slowly.

*End of Day Dream*

That's the life she wanted, the life she needs. She would push herself through everything just to get that. She loved Justin, and she couldn't wait to spend the rest of her life with him.