I dragged my mom to the supermarket to get something for Cyrus. We had been dating for nearly two months and I wanted to get him something special for Valentine's Day which was the next day.
I roamed down the aisles, thinking about what he'd like, but I had no idea. I didn't want to be cliché and get a box of chocolates and he already had a bunch of stuffed animals. My mom had brought me around the store, showing me different options. One of which was a stuffed dinosaur with a box of chocolates, but dinosaurs was his and Iris' thing and I knew that it was a sensitive subject with him.
We saw several dumb, sappy things, but I'm not a sappy kind of guy. We were in the store for nearly an hour until I got so angry that I sat on the ground in frustration.
My mom came over and kneeled beside me. She whispered, "Are you okay?"
I started rambling, saying in a voice similar to yelling, "No, I'm not okay! There is nothing here that suits our relationship and I don't know what he likes!"
A few heads in the aisle and passing by turned in my direction, realizing that I was talking about a boy. "Well, what does he like?" My mom asked, still in her calm voice beside me.
I sniffed. "Well, he likes movies and milkshakes and baby taters." I stopped suddenly, an idea hatching in my head. I sprang up from the ground. "We need to go to The Spoon!"
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I saw Cyrus near his locker talking with Buffy and the butterflies in my stomach came back. I held his present behind my back and started to walk over. When I reached him, he looked over at me and smiled as I took his present out from behind me. His smiled grew and made me smile more as he stared down at his gift: a bowl filled with baby taters and movies.
He gave me a side hug and mumbled, "Thank you so much" into my shoulder.I handed him his gift and he pulled one out from inside his locker, a white teddy bear with a rose and a box of chocolates because he was a sappy kind of guy.
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Confusion. // Jyrus
FanfictionThe story of a young Jonah Beck struggling with his sexuality, and being utterly confused about who he is. Along with trying to win the man of his dreams. Told in his perspective as he documents it all.