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#128 "Forever Dongsaeng?"

"Go on now, go, walk out the door, just turn around now,'Cause you're not welcome anymore. Weren't you the one, who tried to hurt me with goodbye? Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh, no, not I, I will survive.Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive.I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give. And I'll survive, I will survive, hey, hey!"

Mingyu and you were singing like today is the end of the world, inside that K.T.V, filled with empty canned beers and unfinished peeled fruits.

Sweat running down on your face, catching every breath as you both sat down after dancing and singing likea professional party people.

"Woah noona (big sister), that was so fun!" Mingyu exclaimed before he finished a whole canned beer.

"Yeah," you responded, wearing a joyful smile as you stared back at him.

Mingyu is like a younger brother. Since you are his co-members sister, he treated you as his big sister, with 5 years gap, not knowing that you have a secret feelings for him. As a matured woman who lives in this judgemental society, you decided to hide those feelings since Mingyu might not feel the same way towards you. Also, he is a celebrity who needs to take care of his career.

Even though you are happy to be with him even just this night, you have to put in your head that this is not actually a 'Date', but only a friendly sister-brother date.

But have you ever thought of Mingyu's feelings? Don't you ever think if he feels the same way? No one can answer that, unless he finally makes a move.

Anyway, disregarding your hidden feelings,  you have to be aware about staying in this small private room. Remember, Mingyu and you finished a ton of beers. And based on your reddened cheeks, you are completely drunk now.

The silence starts to play. Your eyes met his, burning with excitement and curiosity. His eyes, his lips, his opened 3 buttons of his shirt exposing his bare chest and his stare, they are all attractive, seductive and intriguing. You have this urge to go closer, to maybe kiss him or  to touch his skin, but you know it is all wrong.

"Mingyu...is just a dongsaeng (little bro)," words repeated inside your head.

"Noona," he mumbled, not breaking his stare.

"W-Why?" you responded.

"You look so pretty tonight," he said in husky tone.

"Tsk, you are just drunk Mr.Kim Mingyu," you disaggreed after letting out a small laugh.

"Drunk people are more honest you know," he whispered, still gazing upon your face.

Those compliment has a great effect on you, however, you choose to stay in your mild composure. "Ahuh. Okay okay. I will treat you more next time. Thanks."

"Noona."

"What?"

"Did I ever say that you are my ideal type?"

It took you . . . . . five seconds before you got a courage to look back after hearing those heart throbbing words. At last, you managed to answer a simple, "H-Huh?"

"Noona is funny, cute, out-going, simple and  smart. Those characters are definitely my ideal type," he added, leaning closer.

Your cheeks started to go red! Afraid that he might notice it, you quickly avoided his eyes. "T--Then," you stuttered. "Then you c-can find someone younger who has the same characters as I."

"Oh, that's right," he agreed.

Did you ever tried to cut yourself using a knife? Telling him to find someone is like stabbing yourself using your own hands. It hurts and suffocating.

"But can I find..." Mingyu said, suddenly cupping your cheeks with his warm hands.

Of course you got surprised! But before you can react, he suddenly pecked on your forehead.

"Can I really find someone who has this kind of forehead?" he whispered. He is only an inch away, as his breath reeked of alcohol brushed on your  skin.

"Y-Yah K-Kim M-Ming--"

He leaned his face closer again and pecked on your nose. "Can I find someone who has this?" again, he whispered.

You daren't move, you daren't even breathe, you are frozen to the spot. You can feel your heart pounding inside your chest...duh-duhn, duh-duhn. Deep heavy breathes sound nearby. The hairs on your arms stand to attention, as a militia of chills march down to your spine.

"Can I find someone who has these soft cheeks?" he asked, leaning closer and pecked on your cheeks.

You clutch your hands, heart beats getting louder and louder.  The sound is intolerable, and your  breathes get deeper and deeper by the second. You tried to inhaled, but you failed. You tried to move away, but you never succeed.

"Can I find someone who has this white soft neck?" he asked, tilting his head as he plants a kisses on your neck.

"Ahhh," you gasped in surprised,  icy cold hands automatically went up on his broad shoulder.

He plants another kiss on your jawline before moving back his head a little farther. Now, his eyes focused on your lips.

"Can I find a girl who has this kind of lips?" he mumbled, putting his lips closer to yours.

He made you feel so hot, but you feel like you are in the wrong place, as if all of these are only meant for others. So when Mingyu is just inches away, you raised your hand to his face, stopped and just gazes, soaking in the warmth of his eyes.

This is what you have dreamt of, just the two of you, finally alone. But you know it's wrong. He is drunk, and so you are. You are afraid of hoping, for a love that never exist between him to a hopeless you.

"M-Mingyu, n-noona needs to go home, " you said. You stood up, gets your jacket and about to walk away.

But he grabbed your hand, pulling you closer  and letting you sat between his legs.

"Mingy--" you protested and about to look back on the man sitting behind  your back.

He hugged you from behind...

He placed his chin above your shoulder...

And he whispered..."Noona," right into your ears, bringing shivers around your body.

"W-Why?" you asked in exhilirated voice.

He took your sleeves down to your arms, exposing your bare shoulder. And then he put his nose on your nape, sniffing it. "Noona ...I like your smell."

Mingyu starts kissing your nape, down to your exposed shoulder and to your arms. "Noona..."

"H-Hmm?" you asked as you bit your lower lip.

"I love you."

Eyes widened, you looked back at him. And by the time you looked back, his lips are claiming your lips.

How will this night end...? With you and Mingyu alone at that room? Will everything turns back the way it is after this night?

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