My Future in You [JJKFF] | COMPLETED

CHAPTER 20 - Do You Hate Me

"I don't know where I stand with you, and I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, I want to be with you." ~ Unknown

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She was getting ready for bed. Her body was exhausted. Crying really took a lot of energy and conciousness in her. Her eyes were heavy. But her mind was still functioning, the scene with Mrs. Jeon interrupting her peaceful night. Mrs. Jeon is capable of doing anything she wants. She has money and power. She can control her anytime she wishes to. That scares Jiwon the most. When she was told to stay away from Jungkook, she accepted it. But having Jungkook to hate her for the misunderstanding, it's too painful to even imagine it.

The moment they first met replayed through her thoughts. There was nothing but arguments. They were together for only a month, two weeks as complete strangers and another two weeks as a married couple. However, it didn't stop their hearts to develop for each other. They enjoy each others company as time passes. She is a stubborn lady who refuses to lose but eventually gives up. He is a determined guy who teases her till he wins over her.

They were a unique combination and, opposite attracts. Hidden beyond her strong personality, a kindhearted lady can be seen. Strangely, he falls for her gentle and caring side. On the other hand, hidden beyond his playful side, a reliable man can be seen. Unexpectedly, she falls for his calm and tender side. They found a soft spot within themselves respectively.

The time they spent together were too precious and memorable, which is hard for them to just simply let go and be wiped out. No matter how much she tried to deny it, the feelings won't change. It grew stronger and deeper instead. She lost in her own battle. Three years of avoiding and ignoring him was excruciating. She hurts him and she hurts herself the most especially. Living in denial is inferno.

She was about to shut her eyes to sleep. The abrupt knock on the front door disturbed her. She peeked at the clock on the wall. 12.40 am. It's late at night. Her heart started to pound heavily. Her nerve tensed. Chills running through her body. Who could it be? She was so scared that she didn't want to move out of the bed. She covered her face with the blanket, hiding from the terror.

"Jiwon!" a raspy voice called her name.

"Jiwon!" again.

"Jeon Jiwon! Open the door!" louder.

"Jiwon-shi, let me in!" begging.

She recognized the manly voice. 'What is he doing here?' She rose from her bed and marched to the doorknob but she peeped through the intercom to ensure the uninvited guest. Then, she unlocked the door.

As soon as the door opened, the figure fell onto her. Fortunately, she managed to catch him from falling although he is obviously heavy. She walked him to the couch in the living room with difficulty as she was supporting most of his weight and rushed back to close the door and locked it.

"What are you doing here?" she questioned anxiously.

He chuckled weakly and shrugged his shoulder, "I followed my heart."

"What do you mean?"

"I drove the car and it leads here."

"You were driving? Are you crazy? You are completely drunk?"

"Am I? I'm sober. I can still see clearly your beautiful face," he giggled.

"Jeon Jungkook! You are drunk! And you shouldn't be driving, it is too dangerous," she scolded him.

He laughed, "Owh...are you worrying about me now?" he laid on the couch.

"Of course, I'm worried! What if anything happens?"