My Future in You [JJKFF] | COMPLETED

CHAPTER 34 - Kill Me

"One of the worst feelings is feeling helpless. To realize in certain situations, you're completely and totally powerless. That you gotta try to roll with the hard punches life will throw." ~ Unknown

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It was the day when it all started. Jungkook sneaked out from his mansion after making sure that his mother already drifted to sleep. It had been three days since he had last heard from Jiwon. Neither of his messages nor his calls were replied.

He was starting to get worried, he couldn't fall asleep, he didn't have the appetite to eat and he kept on losing focus during work. All he could think of was Jiwon. That night, as soon as he finished work, he drove straight to their apartment. Jiwon stood frozen seeing the familiar figure in front of her as she opened the door. Jungkook immediately cuddled her tight into his arm.

"Jungkook, what are you doing here?"

"Jiwon-ah! How could you do this to me?"

"What are you talking about, Jungkook?"

"You didn't answer those damn messages I had sent!" he pulled her away, "Did you know how worried I am? I couldn't do anything right, I kept on thinking about you. I-I...I miss you." He pressed his lips on hers gently.

"Jungkook! Wait! L-let's get inside first," Jiwon quickly broke the kiss and dragged him into the apartment and closed the door.

Jungkook observed her with narrow eyes, Jiwon looked scared and nervous, as if someone was stalking her from afar.

"Are you okay, Jiwonie? Why are you fidgeting and sweating?" he walked closer and wiped the sweats falling from her forehead.

"I-I...I'm okay. I'm okay, Jungkook-shi. You-you should go. It's not safe here," she stuttered.

"Not safe?! What do you mean? Is everything okay? Tell me, Jiwon-ah!" he couldn't control his volume. Her reaction made him more anxious.

"No-nothing. It's nothing." Jiwon wrapped her arms around his neck, trying to calm him, avoiding any suspicions.

"Aren't you happy that I'm here?" he asked with a sad and frail voice.

"I'm more than happy, Jungkook. I miss you too," she lied. She wasn't happy at all. She was afraid. She couldn't risk losing him.

"I'm staying here for the night. I want to have a good sleep, it's been so difficult without you, wifey."

'No. You can't be serious, Jungkook. Don't stay. Go!' she was internally battling with her current situation.

Jungkook grabbed her arm and dragged her to the bedroom. "Lay next to me, put me to sleep, Jiwon-ah. I'm so freaking tired and sleepy. Please," he pleaded to her with those cute bunny smile and sparkling doe eyes. He pulled her on his lap as he sat on the bed, hugging her dearly, resting his head on her chest, closing his eyes, feeling the weight on his shoulder drifting away.

"Jungkook..."

"What is it, honey?"

"It's a bit uncomfortable right now. Why don't you lay down on the bed properly?"

"Nope, never without you. I want to cuddle you to sleep. I need to feel you so badly."

"Come on, Jungkook. Don't act like a baby! Let me off, please!" she tried to removed his arms but he is so strong.

"I want to be your baby, I won't let go."

"Fine, but let me sleep next to you. I don't want to sit the whole night."

"As you wish my princess," with that he pushed her down next to him harshly, she bumped into the pillow, he hovered her with a smirk on his face, satisfied.