"My best friend"

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"My best friend"

I thought you were my best friend

But you were just my enemy with a mask on

You said I was never your friend

When really, I put you before myself

I gave you everything

Clothes, presents, first experience on a concert, coming to my house, and much more

I did all of that for you

You said I talked shit behind your back

When really, that's what you did

You made me feel worthless

I almost killed myself because of you

You said I left you behind and that's when you realized you were going to leave us

When you don't turn around and see me there..... Alone

Then your "friends" made you realize we're bad for you

That you deserve better

When really we deserve better

You stabbed us in the back so many times and you don't even realize it

You made us feel like shit all the time

Then you say " I still care about you "

No you don't

You never cared from the start

Ever

You think it's for the best that we aren't friends anymore

Well fine

I never needed you

You say you like the feeling of being wanted

That's fine

But what about before, when we all did the best we could to make you smile

Remember that??

Me too

Every room I go in, it's a memory of you

There's not one room I can go in without screaming at the top of my lungs

I used to know you

This isn't the real you

Well, now it is I guess

Enjoy your life

Tell me when the old you comes back

Goodbye

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