I need help
I'm getting worse again
I'm noticing every flaw again
I'm thinking bad thoughts again
But of course, no one notices
No one notices I'm getting worse
No one notices me
I'm a shadow
I'm supposed to be the happy one in the group
When someone asks if I'm ok, I'm supposed to say yea I'm ok
But I'm not
No one can see it
If you know me personally
Notice how I don't talk as much
How I let other people talk for me
How I twitch my hands
How I pinch my skin, wanting to cut over and over but I know I can't
I don't want to go down that road again
Just notice just a little bit
Get it in your head
I'm not ok
I need help
