I was thinking about the past couple of years and how my depression and anxiety have grown so much
How many times I tried to kill myself
How many anxiety attacks I had
I can't live like this anymore
It's unhealthy
I'm supposed to be a teenager living her life having fun
Instead I'm a depressed teenager who's trying to get better
I wish I could take it all back
Tell myself not to cut for the first time
Tell myself not to let people get to me
But it happened
Now my life is ruined
Yea I'm trying to get better, but it's going to take a long time
I've made a monster
