Everything is messed up
My weight
My lungs
Everything
Since June, I've gained 20 pounds
And I've tried everything to stay in shape
I just can't
It's always been a struggle to lose weight
But gaining weight is a piece of cake for me
I'm getting fatter because I'm not active anymore
And I'm threatened to lose weight by my doctor and my family
Because my weight is messed up
My lungs have been decreasing
I have to take medicine again
Like how I used to when I was little
I thought my lungs were doing better, but now they're worse
Every time I take that pill, I just wonder what it'll be like to take all at once
Never see day light again
But no, I can't, I have to make my lungs better
Because they're messed up
It's messed up
Everything's messed up
And I can't do anything about it
