I fucking hate eating
I really do
Whenever I eat, I can feel the weight coming down
Every time I eat, I know I'm getting fatter and fatter
I don't want to eat
I'm only eating for the people that care about me
I'm only eating because the people that care about me actually want me to live.
If I didn't have the people that care about me, I wouldn't be here
I would die of starvation
I would stop eating all at once
I would eat nothing at all
But I can't do that
And it fucking sucks
