It's never me
I'm always the second choice in everything
In friendships
In relationships
Even in family
I'm never the first choice
I'm never on someone's mind until I put myself in their mind
I'll never be the best friend
I'll never the one in the relationship
I'll never be the one who saves the day
I'm just me
Stupid me
Who can't do anything
Maybe that's why I'm always the second choice
Because I'm not gold enough
I'm not good enough for anything
Why even bother existing if I can't do anything right
Why even bother existing if I'm always the second choice
When will it be my time??
When will I be the first choice??
Never
I'll never be the first choice
I'll be the odd one out
I'll just deal with it I guess
