I'm just never enough, aren't i??
I'm always going to be the second choice
I'm always going to be the "backup"
I'm never going to be the first choice in anything
Not in relationships
Not with friends
Nothing
I'm fucking done
With every fucking thing on this planet
I want to do it so bad
I want to end it all
But I can't do it
I really can't
So have fun
I'll just be your second choice forever