Today, I almost did it
After 11 months not doing it, I almost did
I felt worthless
I felt unwanted
I felt like I didn't need to be here anymore
But then I realize, I've been dealing with this depression by myself
I haven't gotten any help
Any professional help
Honestly, I realized I need help
It's getting to the point where I'm driving myself over the edge and one day I'll crash
I need help
Maybe not now
I'm still thinking about it
But it'll happen one day
But I realized something very important
I can't save myself
Dealing with this myself, it has made me a different person
But one day, it'll eat me alive
I need help
And I'm gonna get it
