It's almost been two years
Two years since you left me
You never said goodbye that day
You just left
And the next time I saw you, you were in a casket
I miss you every fucking day
You were the only one who understood me at the time
You always knew what to say when I was so mad
Now you're gone
You always told us you wanted this
You wanted to for happily knowing The Lord would take you with open arms
You always said it was a better place
I never understood that until now
But, why did you have to go
You were in so much fucking pain
I knew you were going to go, but not so soon
You missed out on so much you wanted to see
You never saw you're great grand child that you were so excited to see
You weren't there when she announced she was prevent again
You weren't there for my conformation
You missed out on a lot
I miss you so fucking much
I wish you could see me now
The last time you saw me, I was broken, I was in deep depression
But now, I'm better.
I'm better than how I used to be
I almost out of depression
I'm almost out of my self harm issues
I can cope with my anxiety
My speech is getting better
I miss you
I wish you could come back
Ever since the day you left us, I've wanted to change how we last saw each other
I should've given you a hug, knowing it would be our last
I should've said I love you for the last time
I should've said goodbye for the last time
But I can't
I never gave you a hug
I never said I love you for the last time
I never even said goodbye
You disappeared
And now, I'm left with all of this misery and regret, not doing any of that
Not saying goodbye
Well, I guess I can say goodbye now
Goodbye
I hope you have a life without pain while you're up there
I hope it's everything you imagined
And I'll see you very soon
I love you
Goodbye, for now
