I'm starting to watch things that I used to when I was a kid more now
I'm seeing how happy they made me and how happy they make me now
I wanted to have their life
I wanted the guy of my dreams
I wanted to have all the friends that had my back 24/7
I wanted to be happy like them
Life isn't like what I used to watch
It isn't about finding the right guy
Being the popular one
Being the one everyone loves
It's about being yourself
Some shows did show this
You don't have to be cool or popular or anything to "fit in"
Be yourself
Don't be someone else
You're unique in your own way
Watching these shows made me realize that
Throughout my childhood I wanted to be like them
Now, I want to be nothing like them
