I just hate when people romanticize self harm
"I self harm to get famous people to kiss my scars"
"I self harm because I want my crush to notice me"
"I self harm because everyone else is doing it"
Really??
I used to self harm because I hate myself
I hate every single thing on my body
I think I'm not good enough for anything
Not my friends, family, boys, anybody
I want to die, but I'm too afraid to do it
That's the only way I can let out all of my emotions out
I can't talk to anyone about my feelings
They wouldn't understand
They wouldn't care
So the next time you self harm because your "idol" smokes weed
Or when you feel left out so you should do it too
Think of how ridiculous you sound
Think of people like me who actually have mental problems and can't control themselves because of the demons inside of their head
Because people actually have problems
And you're stupid for doing that for a reason that is stupider than you