My idol is my everything
I feel different when I'm watching his videos
I feel like I'm alive
I feel like I'm actually cared for
He makes me so happy
He makes me feel like all of my problems in my life are gone
He has helped me so much
And he doesn't even know it
He makes me feel wanted
He makes me feel like I should be here
I should be alive
I shouldn't harm myself
I shouldn't hate myself
He makes me feel like a new me
He actually makes me feel happy
I love him so much
He will never know that
I love him more than my family
I feel like I can be real around him
I love him to the moon and back
And nothing will change that
