The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

Waterparks and Flashbacks

I woke up in the hotel room. I was first awake so I just sat thinking things through.

We were going to the hotel water park today. I was excited but I wasn't at the same time as I didn't want anybody to see my body. I'm self conscious; I can't help it.

The girls started to wake one by one and we all started to chat about today.

We all began to get dressed for the water park and I began to panic.

'Sophie can I talk to you?' I asked awkwardly. She nodded and we walked into the bathroom.

'I can't wear a bikini, what am I going to do?' I asked starting to panic. 'Calm down, just put one on and put a top over it and shorts if you need to' Sophie said reassuring me. I nodded and she left me to get changed.

I put my blue and white bikini on with a top over my bikini top. My bottoms were like shorts so I wasn't to bothered about that.

We were all now on the reception waiting for the water park to open.

I felt so out of place as they were all in bikinis and the boys were in shorts and I was stood in a top and shorts.

We soon entered the water park and to my surprise we were the only ones in.

We all put our stuff to the side and began to walk to the pool. I suddenly felt someone grab me and run towards the pool. I don't think I've ever screamed so loud. Soon enough we were both in the pool. I turned around to come face to face with Ryan.

'I'll get you back' I said whilst playfully hitting him. We both laughed and splashed each other. It was cute I guess.

We all decided to go on the slides. We went on the double one where you go down in twos. I went with Ryan as, again, we were scared.

We got on and it was fun. It really wasn't worth the worry.

Everyone went onto other slides but I decided to get put for a bit. I was getting tired and I had a lot on my mind.

'Georgia?' I heard the familiar Voice of Ryan calling me. 'Yes?' I replied smiling. 'Are you alright? You seem, Upset?' What do I reply? Do I lie and say I'm fine or do I tell him? No, I can't.

'Georgia?' Ryan said waving his hands in front of my face. 'Im fine, really' I reassured him smiling. 'Sure?' He asked. He really does care but I can't tell him. 'Sure' I smiled.

'Im just going to go back to the room, I'm tired, tell the others to have fun and I'll see them later please?' I said to Ryan.

'Wait, I'll come with you just let me tell the others' Ryan said. 'No, honestly it's fine, I'm fine' I reassured him.

'Alright, we shouldn't be to long' Ryan replied hugging me.

With that I walked up to the room. I got changed into some joggers and a baggy top.

I started to think about everything and at that moment everything came flooding back. The years were now streaming down my face and if I'm honest I felt worthless.

Everything came back to me, all of the memories, the sleepless nights and the days id sit alone and cry.

Everything became to much and in that moment nothing seemed real. I felt like I was back at the start. I was broken and I don't know why.

I was now lay on my bed sobbing until I finally fell asleep.

I was suddenly awoken by a knock at the door. I opened it to which I found Ryan stood smiling at me.

'Come in' I said whilst gesturing to the room. He walked in and we sat and talked about this trip and how we want to keep In touch.

'Georgia? Can I ask you something?' Ryan asked. 'Yes?' I replied beginning to panic. 'Have you been crying?' He asked. What do I say? Can he tell?

'You know I'm always here right? And you can tell me anything' he said smiling at me whilst holding my hand. 'Yes, I know' I returned the smile and with that he brought me into a hug.

We pulled away from the hug and he then kissed me, on the lips and for that moment everything was perfect.

He smiled at me and I smiled back.

'Georgia I think I'm falling for you' Ryan said whilst hugging me softly. 'I think I'm falling for you too, Ryan' I replied.

It was perfect.

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