The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

Double Date

I woke up first and it instantly hit me that today was the day I had to show Ryan my scars. I had to do it, for myself.

I sat up and thought about everything.

Charlotte began to stir and within minutes she was awake.

'Morning' I said.

'Morning' she replied.

'You sound ill'

'Thank you' she replied sarcastically.

We laughed earning a few hushes.

'Want to go down for breakfast?' I asked.

'Yeah, let's go'

We both got up and got dressed.

We walked out of the apartment and went down for breakfast.

We got seated and to our surprise we seen Joey and Ollie both sat eating.

'Caught you' I said walking up to them.

'What you doing up so early?' Joey asked.

'We came for food, where's the boys?' I asked.

'Asleep' Ollie laughed.

'No surprise there then' I laughed.

'Ollie' I said silently nudging him.

'What and that hurt?'

'Look' I pointed to a close Joey and Charlotte.

'Oh, they getting it on' Ollie laughed.

They both turned away and began to walk off.

'Great, now I can't get food' I sighed.

'Ill wait for you' Ollie replied pulling up a seat.

'Thank you, so what's happening with Emily?' I asked.

'I don't know, I like her but everything complicated' he sighed.

'Dint worry, I understand, but if you like her you should risk it, she's a lovely, beautiful girl' I smiled.

'You're right, thank you, you're an actual star' he smiled and got up.

Now I have nobody to eat food with. I just want food.

I got up and walked back up to the room. I walked in to mine and Ryans as I needed new clothes.

'Hey' he said hugging me.

'Hey there, where is everyone?'

'They all went back to their own rooms'

'Ah, they all left me to eat food on my own' I pouted.

'Aw baby' he said squeezing my cheeks.

'Ryan?' I asked kissing him.

'Yes'

'I, I need to show you something' I said hesitantly.

'Alright, what is it?' He asked.

'You know how I said I had scars?'

'Yes?'

'Well, we're together now and I feel like you should see them so that when things happen it doesn't come as a surprise'

With that I lifted up my top and showed him my scarred hips and arms. I then rolled up my leggings and showed him my scarred legs. I then turned my wrists and showed him them too.

He looked at me with a tear in his eyes and for a minute I was worried.

'Georgia, I can't believe how shit people made you feel and I feel shit that I didn't help you. The people who done this to you, who caused this, should feel ashamed of theirselves and if I ever see them I will make them feel the pain they made you feel' he said taking me into a hug.