The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

Break Ups and Make Ups

🌸One Week Later🌸

We had now been back in Newcastle for 2 days and the boys had been staying with us.

The boys have now decided to move to Newcastle and buy an apartment permanently as we were all now in relationships.

I was with Ryan, Ollie was with Emily, Lucy was with Andy, Joey was with Charlotte and Jordi was with Sophie.

Today we have decided to stay in and have a lazy day.

We were all around Sophie's house and decided to cover the living room floor in cushions and quilts.

We were now all lying on the floor watching and singing along to Frozen.

'Can you all shut up' Joey laughed.

'LET IT GOOOO' Ryan screamed in my ear.

'Ryan my ear' I said whilst taking hold of my ear.

'Sorry but I couldn't resist'

'Freak, leave me alone' I winked.

With that he kissed me and we began to watch the film again.

Jordi and Sophie went into the kitchen alone and were in there for 10 minutes before we heard shouting.

I didn't hesitate to run through and find out what was happening.

I ran through the door to see Sophie stood in tears.

'Sophie what's wrong?' I asked.

'Him' she replied bluntly pointing to Jordi.

'Him has a name' Jordi said earning a laugh from Ryan.

'Ryan stay out of it' I warned him.

'So you're allowed to take your friends side but I'm not allowed to take mine?' He asked.

'I haven't said anything though have I? I asked her what was wrong as she's now sat on the floor crying hysterically' I shouted back.

'Piss off, Jordi what's happened?' He asked.

'We were talking about our relationship and I said I needed a break as I wasn't ready and she just freaked out' he replied.

'Oh, that's it, make it all out to be her fault, if you weren't ready you shouldn't have gotten into a fucking relationship in the beginning should you?' I argued back.

'It wasn't like that and you know it' he replied.

'Atleast he's being honest, don't see why she freaked out if I'm honest' Ryan interrupted.

'Your opinion is invalid and even if it was, he shouldn't have messed with her fucking emotions should he?' I replied.

'C-can you all s-stop ar-arguing' Sophie said standing up.

'Piss off, you started it' Jordi said.

'Can you grow the fuck up and stop acting like a 10 year old please? You're a nasty person and she's better off without you' I replied.

'Georgia why get involved? Now we're arguing and I can't be arsed with this. Maybe we're all better off as friends' Ryan said.

I felt a lump form in the back of my throat and tears began to fall down my face.

'I thought we had something Ryan but if that's how feel then I was obviously wrong. I told you things nobody knows because I trusted you, do you know how much courage that took? Obviously not if you're prepared to throw this whole thing away over an argument that didn't even concern you. Now I know how you feel I'll go, you stay here and I'll go, I never want to see your fucking face again, I'm obviously not worth your time.' I said whilst running out of the room, picking up my jacket and straight out of the door.

I ran to the nearest metro station and got on the metro which was luckily just arriving.

I got off at my stop and ran back home. I ran through the door and into my mums arms.

'Sweetie what's wrong?' She asked.

I couldn't reply as I was violently sobbing into her shoulder. She hushed me until finally there was no tears left to fall.

'Explain when you're ready, ok?' She said.

'Its Ryan mum' I said.

'Whats happened, I thought he was a nice young man' she replied.

'So did I' I replied.

'So what has he done sweetie?' She asked.

'We were arguing because of an argument which formed between Jordi and Sophie and in the end he told me we should just be friends, he's finished with me mum and I loved him' I cried into her shoulder.

'Im sure he didn't mean it. In arguments things get said in the heat of the moment, wait until the morning and then try talking to him but for now get some sleep' she said kissing my forehead and standing up.

I slowly stood up and headed up to my room.

The thought of self-harm had crossed my mind but I promised myself I would never go back, not now, not ever.

🌸Ryan's P.O.V🌸

Shit. What have I done. I never wanted this. I never wanted to lose her. I've messed up so much.

I walked into the living room and sat down.

'Do any of you know where she's gone or if she's safe?' I asked getting worried.

'Probably home and no, it's all my fault' Sophie replied.

'Its not, it's mine' I replied.

'Its not though Ryan, you were just protecting your friend, I can't do this anymore, I need to go, I need to find her because if she's done anything to hurt herself I'll never forgive myself, never' she said rushing out of the room.

I chased after her and we both ran to the nearest metro station. It was a 5 minute wait for the next metro.

The metro finally pulled up and we got on.

We got off at the right stop and approached Georgia's house.

We both knocked and her mum opened the door.

'Is Georgia here' I asked.

'Shes upstairs, she's very upset at the minute, I think it'll be better to just leave her until tomorrow' she replied.

'No, I need to see her now, before it's too late, please' I pleaded.

'5 minutes, it's the room on the right' she replied hesitantly.

'Thank you' I replied walking quietly up the stairs.

I knocked on the door and heard a faint come in.

I walked in and she was laying on her bed sobbing.

'Georgia I'm so sorry, I didn't mean any of it' I said sitting beside her.

'I wish I could believe you but I can't Ryan' she sobbed.

I gently wrapped my arm around her pulling her into a hug.

'I love you Georgia, forever and always, if I've messed this up I'll never forgive myself' I said.

'Id be a fool to let you go Ryan, I love you' she replied and my instantly began to smile.

Everything was perfect again. I honestly don't know what I would have done without her.

We lay down on her bed and both fell asleep hand in hand.

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Didn't know what to write so it's rubbish🙈

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