The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

You're Perfect, Don't Ever Forget That

'Georgia' Liam shouted waking everyone up.

'What' I mumbled.

'We're going to see santa today, will you come with us' he asked.

'Of course' I smiled.

'And you Ryan' he smiled.

'I'm excited, I've never met santa' Ryan laughed.

'Really?' Liam asked in disbelief.

'I'm joking, I've met santa before, of course I have' he laughed as Liam nudged him.

'Right we're going to go, we'll see you tomorrow' Jordi smiled as they all stood up and walked towards the front door. We said our goodbyes and finally we were left alone, as a family.

'So, what you asking Santa for then?' Ryan asked Liam.

'A car' he smiled making me and Ryan laugh.

'Me too' I laughed.

'Should I tell you a secret?' Ryan asked Liam and he nodded and Ryan whispered into his ear.

'Promise you won't tell her?' He said.

'Promise' Liam smiled holding out his pinky and they locked there's together.

'Come on then, let's go and see santa' my mum said taking her keys and rushing us out of the door.

Nathan sat in the front and me, Ryan and Liam sat in the back and we started out drive to Newcastle city centre.

'Nathan put capital on' I said.

'No my phones connected' he smiled.

'Twat' I muttered.

'Georgia, stop swearing' my mum said as she glared at me.

'Fuck off' I muttered again as I put both headphones in and blocked everyone out.

'Georgia?' Ryan asked tapping my knee gently.

'Yes?' I replied.

'Are you ok?' He asked.

'I'm fine' I smiled resting my head on his chest as he played with my hair.

'Are you sure?' He asked.

'Yes' I smiled.

'I'm not stupid' he said staring at me as I sat up and turned towards him.

'I'll explain later' I smiled as he returned the smile and I lay back on him taking headphones out and closing my eyes to see if this journey would hopefully go faster.

'We're here' my mum said as we all got out the car and Ryan took hold of my hand.

'Why is mam always with Nathan?' Liam asked as he joined me and Ryan.

'I don't know, annoying isn't it?' I said taking his hand as we walked ahead and into Fenwicks.

'Mum hurry up' I said as her and Nathan walked slowly behind.

'We're coming' she said as we all got into the lift and reached the toy level where santa was.

We had a half an hour wait so me, Ryan and Liam walked around looking at they toys as Liam picked which ones he wanted off santa.

'So what was wrong?' Ryan asked.

'Can we go somewhere after this, just us? I'll tell you then' I smiled.

'Alright, we'll go for a walk or something' he smiled.

'Can we go and see santa yet?' Liam asked eagerly.

'Come on then' Ryan smiled taking his hand and walking over to my mum and Nathan.

We soon went into the room and Liam took his seat near Santa and his face was a picture.

The time went by quickly and we were soon making our way out of the store.

'We're going off for a bit, we'll be back later' I said to my mum as me and Ryan said goodbye and turned on our heal making our way around Newcastle.

'So where do you want to go?' He asked.

'What about Leazes park?' I suggested.

'I don't know where or what that is but alright' he laughed.

After a ten minute walk we finally reached the park and sat down by the climbing frame.

'So, what was wrong?' He asked.

'I just feel like my mum would rather be with Nathan all of the time. Like I get she's missed most of his life and it is hard but it's like I don't even exist anymore. I just feel like she doesn't give a shit about me anymore' I sighed.

'Come on you know that isn't true' he said taking his arm and placing it on my back.

'I know I shouldn't think like that but it's how I am Ryan, I can't help it. I constantly get voices telling me I'm useless and now my mam barely even notices me' I sobbed.

'She loves you and you mean so much to her Georgia' he said kissing my forehead whilst hugging me tighter.

'Maybe she does but it doesn't feel like that. I'm constantly letting her down Ryan, why would she? I give up on myself and she's normally there to help me rebuild my life but she isn't anymore and it hurts Ryan' I said continuing to cry.

'You know I'm always here' he said.

'I love you, I really really love you' I said as I lifted my head and looked into his eyes.

'I love you too, more than you'll ever know' he smiled kissing my lips and wiping the tears from my face.

'Should we go back?'

'If you're ready to' he smiled.

'Are we getting the metro?' I asked.

'No, we'll get a taxi' he smiled as he rang us a taxi.

🌸Back Home🌸

'We're home' I said as I walked through the door and went to make my way upstairs before my mum called.

'Georgia?' She called.

'What?' I asked.

'Night darling' she said.

'Night' I replied as me and Ryan walked upstairs and into my room.

After getting changed into pyjamas and arguing over who had which side of the bed we were finally tucked up in bed cuddling each other tightly to keep each other warm.

'Goodnight beautiful, don't ever forget what you mean to me, you're perfect, don't ever forget that' he whispered as I fell asleep with a smiled from ear to ear.

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Cute, I know💁

I'll probably update again tonight as I have a Christmas Eve chapter but it depends if I get it finished as I'm out all day🙈💗