The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

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🌸Sophie's P.O.V🌸

'Youre just a worthless piece of shit and I can't be arse with you anymore. You know what, Ryan deserves better than you, you're just a selfish, self-centred bitch' I said getting closer to her instantly regretting the words that had just came out of my mouth.

'Maybe he does deserve better than me, infact you're right, he deserves so much better than me. I can't so this anymore. I'm done with this.' She said whilst running out of the kitchen and out the door.

Regret instantly struck me.

'Look what you've done. You know she's unstable at the minute, what are you fucking playing at?' Ryan shouted at me.

'Calm down Ryan, don't talk to her like that' Jordi shouted back.

'Don't expect me not to fight my girlfriends corner. She's my everything and if anything happens to her I will blame you Sophie. You're the self-centred bitch now and I can't be bothered with you' He said whilst walking out of the room slamming the door.

Why did I have to do that? I've not only lost my best friend but I've lost my sister of many years. I need to see her but it's too early.

The tears fell down my face and I lay against the wall and broke down.

'Sophie you know I've always got your corner but what you said was out of order' Jordi said whilst hugging me.

'I know and I don't know why I said it' I sobbed.

'Calm down and sort it out later ok?'

'I will' I sobbed and Jordi engulfed me into another hug.

🌸Georgia's P.O.V🌸

I sat on the bathroom floor and the tears were flowing freely down my face. Why me? Why do I always have to be the one to break down. I thought I was getting better but I'm obviously not.

I turned my head and out of the corner of my eye I seen a razor blade and for a minute the thought crossed my mind.

If I picked it up and relapsed would it really be worth it? My head was telling me not to do it but the temptation was killing me.

Right now I don't want to be here and everything feels so shit.

Nobody would care if I relapsed. They wouldn't.

I reached out for the blade and as if on queue Ryan started shouting my name.

'GEORGIA' he shouted continuously.

I dropped the blade and instantly broke down into tears.

He banged on the door and I just sobbed. I couldn't answer because the words just wouldn't come out.

'Georgia, please, let me in' he pleaded.

'I-I can't' I stuttered.

'Why Georgia?' He asked.

'I just can't Ryan' I sobbed.

'Move out the way of the door ok?' He said.

'Im not in the door way' I replied.

With that he kicked the door and it slammed open. He instantly got down next to me and sat cradling me.

'Baby are you ok? You haven't done anything have you?' He sobbed.

'No, I haven't but I was close. I'm worthless Ryan, I can't do this' I cried.

'You can. You have to. I can't live without you' he cried hugging me tighter.

'Im sorry Ryan'

'Don't be, I'll stand by you through everything Georgia and if you ever need to talk I'm always here. I know it's hard and everything may seem shit right now but things will start to improve Georgia. We can get through this together' he smiled.

'You're right, we can get through this together. I love you Ryan'

'And I love you Georgia' he smiled whilst pressing his warm lips against mine and they moved in sync.

'We should move from the bathroom' I laughed.

'Yeah, it's not the best place to make out' he laughed and stood up pulling out his hand for me to take hold of. I took it and we walked out and lay on the bed. We sat and talked about things and eventually we fell asleep.

I woke up to a continuous heavy knock on the door.

'I'll get it' Ryan said getting up. I walked into the bathroom to wash my face as mascara was smudged and I looked terrible.

I washed my fave with cold water and dried it with a towel. I walked out of the bathroom to see Jordi and Sophie sat on a chair.

'They've came to talk' Ryan stated.

'Thats fine but I can't be doing with arguments' I replied.

'I'm not here for an argument Georgia' Sophie calmly said.

'Good' I smiled.

'Well basically I've came to say sorry and I should never have said what I did and I'm ashamed of myself. I kicked you when when you were low and I'm a shit friend, I know, but I miss you so much and I know you hate me bu-' Sophie said but I stopped her.

'Sophie you'll always be my best friend, let's just forget about what was said and go back to how we were' I smiled.

She engulfed me into a hug and we cried some more.

Finally, everything was back to normal.

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