The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

What The Hell Happened Last Night?

I woke up to an unfamiliar surrounding. I turned around to see Sophie lying next to me.

'Sophie?' I asked nudging her.

'Yes' she mumbled.

'What the hell happened last night?' I asked trying to remember.

'Basically you were dancing with Harvey and Ryan got jealous and you had a big argument then Ryan finished you and you had a breakdown' she said. My jaw dropped and that's when I remembered and the memories came back.

'Shit' I said as I was left speechless.

'We need to get ready now because we need to leave in like an hour' she said getting out of bed and into the bathroom.

'My clothes are in my room, what am I supposed to do' I asked panicking.

'You're going to have to face him sooner or later' she said as she closed the bathroom door and left me alone.

I decided it was time to face my fears and go get my clothes. I prayed Ryan wasn't in there because if he was I know I'd cry.

I quietly knocked on the door but there was no answer. I walked in to see the room was empty. I sighed with relief and began to get my clothes I left out for traveling back. Just as I turned around Ryan walked into the room. Fuck.

'Oh, um, hi' he mumbled.

'Hello' I said awkwardly scratching my arm.

'Georgia we need to sort this out' he sighed as he sat down on the bed.

'I need to get ready first, I'll be back in 10 minutes ok?' I said.

'You can get dressed in here you know?' He smiled.

'I just, I, ok' I said as he walked out of the room and into the bathroom to grab his things.

I was finally ready and me and Ryan both sat down on the bed. After what felt like hours of silence he finally broke it.

'So how are you?' He asked avoiding eye contact.

'Never been better' I sarcastically replied.

'Look if you're going to be like that just forget it' he bluntly replied.

'Im sorry but how do you expect me to be? I'm hardly fine am I' I said staring blankly at the walls.

'I know, I'm sorry' he sighed.

'So why did you do it Ryan? Why did you want to end things?' I asked trying to hold in the tears threatening to fall.

'I don't know' he mumbled.

'You must know' I said finally turning to look at him.

'I guess I just got jealous and everything got too much' he sighed.

'Jealous of what?' I asked.

'Jealous of you and Harvey' he sighed.

'Look I'm sorry. I haven't been myself for weeks and I don't know what's happening to me but I know one thing for sure and that is I love you. I love you so fucking much Ryan and right now I don't think you love me back' I sobbed as the tears were now freely falling.

'I love you more than anything Georgia but right now I think we just need a break. I think we need to take time apart because spending so much time together is just pushing us apart' he said fiddling with his fingers.

'So you're saying we're over?' I asked as the tears began to fall down my face once again.

'Im sorry, it doesn't have to be forever, I just can't do this right now, everything's too much' he sighed.

'Well at least now I know where I stand' I said standing up and leaving the room shutting the door firmly behind me.

I ran through the house and out the door and sat on the bench. Right now I just wanted to be with my mum.

'What's wrong?' Andy asked as he walked over and sat next to me.

'Me and Ryan, we're over' I sobbed as he engulfed me into a hug.

'What? What's happened?' He gasped.

'He just doesn't want to be with me right now, I thought we were forever Andy, but obviously not' I sighed still sobbing.

'It won't be for long, he loves the bones of you, he's probably just going through a hard time' he said as I pulled away from the hug.

'Thank you for this' I smiled as we stood up as the taxi pulled up outside the house.

Finally we're going home.

🌸Airport🌸

We had been sat in the airport for an hour now and the tension was building. Jordi and Sophie were being all cute together and as were the other six. Ryan was sat with Andy and Lucy and if I'm honest the didn't look hurt or upset in the slightest which hurt.

'Georgia, why you sitting on you own?' Leondre said as he approached me and sat down.

'I can't stand it Leo, tears keep threatening to fall and I just want to be home' I sighed.

'I know it's hard right now but things will get better' he smiled.

'I know but I just wish none of this happened. I love Ryan so much and it hurts to know he's fine, like he doesn't even care' I sighed.

'He does care' he said looking at me however I avoided eye contact.

'He doesn't. Look at him' I pointed, 'he sat laughing away, like nothing's happened and I'm sat breaking down because I miss him that much. I'm pathetic' I said.

'You're not pathetic, stop it' he said as I returned a smile.

We were now heading to the gate and ready to board the plane. I was still sat next to Ryan as I didn't want to disturb any of the seating arrangements.

We had now been sat on the plane for 4 hours and not one word was exchanged between me and Ryan.

'Georgia?' He said turning to look at me.

'Yes?' I replied still looking out of the window.

'Im so sorry, I didn't know what I wanted when I was talking earlier. I was confused and I know now that I can't live without you' he sighed taking my hand in his.

'I miss you so much' I said playing with his fingers.

'I miss you more' he smiled lifting my chin so I was looking directly into his eyes.

'Impossible' I winked and with that he slowly moved in and out lips collided. Finally everything was back to normal.

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