The Waiting Game (Overload/Ryan Robertson)

You're My Strength

🌸Ryan's P.O.V🌸

I woke up with a blinding headache and no memories of what went on last night. I looked down to see Georgia lying over me looking as innocent as ever. I gently wiggled my way out of bed as I went to the toilet. I then went downstairs to see Jordi looking like death with his head in his hands.

'You look rough mate' I laughed nudging him.

'We were all so pissed last night man' he smirked.

'Tell me about it, I remember nothing'

'Same here but I do remember dragging you through the house and Georgia chucking you on the bed' he said laughing hysterically.

'Fuck sake, I always make a total twat out of myself when I consume alcohol' I said holding my head in my hands.

'We were all just as drunk, it's fine' he laughed.

'Was there any arguments?' I asked.

'One between Charlotte and Sophie I think'

'What about?' I asked curiously.

'Charlotte was asked who her best friend was and she said Emily without hesitation or something and Sophie kicked off' he explained.

'Usual girl shit then' I laughed.

'Yes' he smirked.

🌸Georgia's P.O.V🌸

I woke up with a massive headache and no Ryan. I had no memory of what went on last night so I decided to go see Sophie. I got up, put on an oversized jumper and a pair of shorts and walked through to Sophie's room.

'Sophie?' I whispered knocking on the door.

'Come in' she said as I opened the door and sat next to her on her bed.

'Wheres Jordi?' I asked.

'Down stairs' she smiled.

'Probably with Ryan then, bit of Rordi action is probably in full swing' I laughed.

'Probably' she laughed.

'Have you spoken to Charlotte?' I asked hesitantly.

'No, I just think she was really rude how she didn't even hesitate' she sighed.

'I get where you're coming from but I do think it's best to just leave it. At least now we know where we stand' I smiled.

'You're right, I've missed your advice'

'Lets go downstairs' I said standing up and waiting for Sophie. We took ourselves down stairs to see Ryan and Jordi cooking pancakes.

'Smells nice' Sophie said with a beaming smile.

'Hope we're getting some' I smiled walking over to Ryan hugging him.

'There is, maybe' he said with such a guilty look on his face.

'We may have ate them all but one hoping nobody would wake up' Jordi said holding back a laugh.

'Greedy shits' Sophie frowned.

'Sorry, come upstairs and I'll make it up to you?' Jordi winked.

'Ew ew ew, Jordi can you not tell us what you're planning on doing to Sophie' I said covering my eyes.

'Come on then babe' Sophie laughed going along with it.

'I think I'm about to throw up' I said gagging.

'Get in there mate' Ryan laughed.

'Ryan you're not helping' I said hitting him.

'Georgia it was a joke' Sophie laughed.

'I know but I'm mentally scarred' I sighed.

'Nothing will happen, I can assure you' she smirked.

'Damn' Jordi sighed.

'Better look next time' Ryan winked.

'Can you not discuss my sex life please' Sophie laughed.

'Come on, let's go' Jordi said taking Sophie's hand in his and they walked off into the living room.

'You're a funny one aren't ya' Ryan laughed softly kissing me.

'Today is definitely a day for cuddles because I feel like absolute shit' I sighed.

'Whats up?' He asked sounding worried.

'Im just so ill' I weakly smiled.

'Georgia, I know it's more than just a hangover, come on, let's go cuddle and we can talk, ok?' He smiled taking my hand in his and leading me back into the bedroom. We lay down on the bed and I could help but overthink.

'Georgia?' Ryan asked whilst stoking my hair snapping me out of my thoughts.

'Yes' I quietly replied.

'Whats wrong? You don't seem yourself' he sighed.

'I don't know, I just find my self overthinking a lot and I'm scared Ryan, scared I'll lose everyone and I'll relapse' I sighed as a tear escaped.

'Ill never ever leave you Georgia, you're my everything and I'm going to do everything to ensure you don't relapse because you're a beautiful young girl with everything to live for' he said looking me straight in the eyes.

'I know but I can't help but think the worst Ryan. I just feel so shit all of the time and I get sudden urges to cut' I sighed, now crying.

'But you haven't which just proves you're stronger than you think Georgia. We can get through this together Georgia, I promise' he smiled wiping the tears from my face.

'I just feel like I'm dragging you down Ryan. You deserve none of this and if I ever get too much to deal with I won't blame you for leaving me, everyone else will' I sobbed.

'Stop being so hard on yourself, I'll never leave you, you're my girl and you always will be, I love you' he smiled kissing my lips softly.

'I love you too, I wouldn't be here without you Ryan, please don't leave me' I sobbed into his shoulder.

'I'll never leave you babe' he said lying back as we lay down and I cried into his chest.

'I love you Ryan Robertson' I stuttered.

'And I love you Georgia Williams' he smiled.

'You're my strength Ryan, the only piece of motivation I have to keep going, the only thing worth fighting for' I said meaning every word. He smiled and wiped my tears from my now tear stained face.

With that we slowly fell asleep to the sound of 5 Seconds of Summer - Amnesia. I felt secure and safe in his arms; like nobody could hurt me.

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