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Chapter- 1

Johns POV.

A sudden light; that dimmed through the window, made me wake up on a early tuesday morning. I couldn't help but fall over out of bed on the floor. Tripping over the bean bag chair that lay beside it, second time. It's solid wooden features giving my body an aching feeling.  I got up and rubbed my back staring out the window. It was a sunny, no cloud, cool day. I'd appreciate it if i didn't have any classes today. Or if i wasn't the newest student of that place.

So, is exchanging schools only fun when you never had friends at your old school, in the first place? No, because it's school. Schools are not fun. That's why all I do is work my ass off and get good grades. I also hate it when people call me a nerd. I'm just a person trying to stay fit for the future, and your gonna call me some name that doesn't really fit me? I mean, I'm smart.. but not a nerd. I like to have fun too.

I walked over to my huge body mirror, grabbing a plad green shirt that hung above it. I glanced at my face. Most of my curly brown bangs were hanging in my face. I slowly pushed them behind my ear and glanced out the window. The sun reflecting in, shining my whole room up. This day better be good or i swear.

Fact about me: I hate, most certainly hate cloudy days. Even if it was warm. I don't like them. When the whole sky is full of clouds, it's like we're trapped in a gray, or white box.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. It almost sent chills through my body, but that was the coldness aching in my feet. I wanted to mentally slap myself for such an action.

"Come in?" I said politely in question. Before i could say anything else, my dad walked in. Then the dog, kip, walked in right after. He was a husky and a wild, keeping you up all night, best friend of mine. I never really enjoyed small dogs though. You can't really stuff your feelings in there furr when you want.

"You, Ok?" He asked. I grabbed my shoes, and backed up hopping to my bed, while laying them down beside my feet. I quickly grabbed a pair of ripped skinny jeans."Ya, just nervous.. Ya'know?" I laughed a little and quickly put my pants on, finally struggling to get my shoes on as well.

He walked in the room all the way, and sat beside me."Get yourself a girlfriend and do good in school today, make new friends." He patted my shoulder and smiled warmly. I smiled back, forgetting what i was doing.

Then i remembered something."Dad, im gay." I half heartedly said. He put his hand on his forehead and laughed."Oh gosh, i forgot.. I'm getting old sorry." He stood up and turned around.

"It's fine, i'll make sure i fit in though, and people accept me." He walked towards the door and began to walk out."If i accept you, then they will.. I love you" After he said that i said 'i love you too' then hopped up and put on my shirt. I walked in the bathroom, put my hair up and washed my face. My freckles looked like they were taking up my whole body. They also looked like a cow kicked dirt at me. But i was told they were beautiful.

I'm beautiful.

I hopped out the bathroom and grabbed my blue book bag. My clumsy self almost tripping over the loads of things on the ground that I'm too lazy to pick up. Yep, someone who works hard at school, doesn't work hard at home. Like myself.  I turned around and began to stuff most of what i needed in it. Even my plushie turtle that my mom gave me when i was Three. I shoved my phone in the side pocket of my bookbag and got up. As I started humming quietly i began to go to this new school