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Chapter- 15

((Ew this story is trash))

After a couple hours past, I carried John back upstairs in his room. I laid him in his bed and got up beside him, making sure he was in a comfortable position, before slipping around and turning off the lamp. James and Thomas slept downstairs on the couch together, right afterwards. They didn't mind the current events that carried on it anyways. And I'm sure they'll handle it due to the things they had already done before.

Laf and herc passed out on the floor with a cover spread Across it and on top of them. Peggy was already sleeping in the bean bag chair. Her snores were a little loud due to the silent that slipped through the house.

But not compared to Lafayette's. His were just.. scary.

This truly has been the best day of my life.

I wrapped my arms around John and he laid his head on my chest, drifting off. After he relaxed more I lied my head on his shoulder then gave his head a little kiss.

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The next morning, the sun dimmed in my face causing me to wake up and rub my eyes. I looked around getting used to my eye sight better. The room filled with dust particles and a slight blur from the sudden contact of light. I pulled myself up a little and stretched. The place beside me was empty and I glanced every which a where. Then I spotted John sitting at the end of the bend with his back slouched. He seemed like he was shaking.

"Herc, Laf, and Peggy are downstairs with Thomas and James..." I heard a sniffle and a whimper. I slowly crawled over to his side and put my legs over the bed. Swinging them over quickly.

He had tears streaming down his face and his cheeks were really pink.

"Hey, hey, what's wrong?" I asked, taking his head in my hands carefully.

No answer. It was quiet for a while. I looked at my socked, feet, and glanced back at John.

"John?"

"Alexander.. I.. I don't love you. I'm sorry.." he wiped his face and wouldn't even make eye contact with me at all.

"W-wha? What do you mean Johnny." I reached for his hand but he pulled it away. Not to fiercely though.

"I-.. I said I Don't love YOU Alexander!" He turned around to reveal his face painted with tears and it was tinted red and pink again. Before I could say anything he got up and left. I felt like the whole world just collapse on me. Like I've been stuck in a storm just to get blown away. Or that everything I've been able to see. Disappears.

I was torn. I was broken. And scared. Did he really mean that?

I'll just go back to the way things were before.. then

At least I tried right?