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Chapter- 5

These fake reads are disgusting 🤨

We were making our way back to the classes after lunch. I walked in the gym for P.E and mostly everyone who I sat with at lunch was in here. But to me, having p.e after lunch didn't sound like the best idea. And if I throw up on anyone, it's the teacher. Cause I can't do this BS all the time.

"Ok John, we have locker rooms you go in the guys locker room, ok?" I was sort of confused at that moment."Do you know what a guy is?" She joked and I playfully pushed her.

"Yes Peggy I'm very capable of knowing what a guy is, because I'm totally not one huh?" She laughed.

"Well, you gottah change out and I'll meet you out in a bit." And with that I walked in the locker room, ready for the stench. I was surprised when it smelled nothing but air freshener. I quickly put on some shorts and short-sleeved shirt before anyone came in. I wasn't hiding anything I was just uncomfortable with them starring at my exposed skin. Afterwards, Thomas, James, and another kid came in. I didn't recognize Him at all. I walked out to go stretch, but then he spotted me. I didn't think nothing of it. He starred at me deeply. Then walked over to me and before I knew what he was doing he put my arms on each side of the wall pinning me.  I don't think I like this kind of attention either. And besides, he's closer.

"Well, what do we got here?" He purred."You seem homo enough for my type freckles" I whimpered only loud enough for myself to hear, and tried to push him away. Like I said, I wasn't confident.

Thomas caught sight of this and came over and pushed him off. I felt offended.

"Back off Reynolds! He's new and doesn't need whores wrapping around his body!" He snapped."And besides, he seemed to pure for you anyways.." James scoffed. "So, before you start trampling him he's with us so calm your shit dude!" He finished. I didn't wanna move but I had to, I felt tears prick from my eyes but held them in. This is one of my triggers and on my first day I feel like crying? Pathetic. My heart is too soft for this bull shit. And if I cried in-front of a bunch of jocks then I'd look really pathetic then I do now. So I avoided it.

I ran out the locker room and heard a 'I'm sorry' from James and Thomas to me. I really wanted to cry. But i don't know why I did. It was just one guy and only one guy. But he was messing with my body like I was a toy.

I got friends to help me out though right?

And ew, I'm too soft for this shit too.

My thoughts were interrupted by Alexander who grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eyes."Hey what's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost"

I was sexually assaulted by an asshole and I'm hurting inside.

"I'm fine, just people being people!" I fake smiled brightly and stood in my spot of the gym.

Peggy came running by my side panting heavily. He hair in a higher pony tail then it was a couple minutes ago. She was wearing lime green and pink shorts with a lime yellow shirt.

"Johnny I'm back~" she purred.

"Yes pegs I saw you a couple minutes ago."

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After P.E was over it was time to go home. In the middle school they have Advisory but we're aloud to leave before that time.

I walked outside, the summer air rising to my face. My heart skipped at the thought of today. Making a lot of friends on the first day? Was I being played?

"Hey john!" I heard Angelica call out. I jogged over to her."Wanna come over to my house at- how bout 4:00?— Mostly everyone you met will be there, and besides if you don't go there wouldn't really be a reason for this anyways." She put her hand on my shoulder.
I nodded at her and she pulled out her phone."I'll put you in our Groupchat also." I didn't know what she meant but right when she added me my phone got a ding.

"Ok, thanks Angelica." I smiled.

"Call me Angie if you want. A lot of people do anyways." After that I left walking home. I could hear dogs barking and lawn mowers going but I didn't care, my thoughts weren't about the noise. Besides I was too exited to even think about the negativity. Spending time with people who accept me is great. Finally I can breath. I made my way home and opened the door. My husky, Kip, came greeting me with kisses on my face. I got on one knee and kissed his face while rubbing his ears.

"Hey boy, where's dad?"

"here!" I heard him say. I threw my book bag on the couch and traveled to the kitchen.

"Say, it's nice out today." I mumbled putting my hand on the table.

"What do you want?" he said knowingly. He stopped reading and looked up at me, the mom glare.

"Can I please go to my friends house? I'll be back before 10:00 and I'll even do extra cho-"

"Woah slow down, I'm really grateful for the requests, this was your first day at school I'm not gonna leave you here go and make more!" I squealed like a little girl and ran upstairs to text them in the group-chat. Almost falling when I got to the last step.

I plopped down on my bed and completely forgot everything else.

The Groupchat name was

'Daddies😫👋🏽💦💓'

I scrolled all the way up to where I was added and read through them.

John laurens was added to the group

Herc💙 changed The group name

LaffyTaffy😜💯: Dudes I'm single~

Herc💙: we know..

Laffytaffy😜💯: Lhh

After reading through most of them I suddenly got up when the time read 3:56.

Time to go.