John examined his phone. He was sitting at the edge of his bed regretting life decisions. Despite the fact that he just did nothing when Alexander, probably dead, just passed out in his tub. I mean honestly what has gotten into him? It's only been like two months. He wants to stop. He wants to be healthy. He wants to be the good, friendly guy.
John wanted to do this because of only one reason. He never wanted to play by all the the rules. He wanted to try something different because of what he discovered about himself.
Right now John wants to be gone. He wants to die.
John is scared of death.
After a moments pass of thinking and crying he fell asleep. His phone light beaming.
Everything was quiet and still, except the soft whistling and breathing that erupted the small southerner.
He wished he could stay like this forever.
Asleep.
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Alexander was pacing back in forth. Lafayette and Thomas were trying to calm him down. And as in Lafayette. Thomas made him come over to come clean on a few things.
"Dude.. James attached me. He tried to put me in the same position John is in right now.. I'm not that easy to get pass so he beat the hèll out of me."
"WHAT, why didn't you tell me this before? We could have gotten this taken care of and John wouldn't be such a bitch!" Alexander yelled throwing his hands in the air and on his head. He finally decided to sit down but that didn't stop the huge tears escaping his face. His head started banging with every muscle he used for crying.
"He said if I told anyone then he'd come after everyone else with something different, he wouldn't tell me! Alexander I was trying to protect my friends! Like you!"
"Where's laurens" alex said out of no where.
"What?"
"I need to find him!"
"Alexander, you two need to be apart for a while.. I don't think that's a good ide—"
"No! He needs to spit it out and help me! And if he doesn't.. I-I'll kill him!" More and more tears streamed down the Caribbean boys face. Hot and staining.
"Alexander don't speak like that! He's our friend and we know he's yours too!" Lafayette exclaimed.
"He hûrt us!" Alex screeched, holding his hands, his knuckles turning white.
The room was full of shifting and whimpers. Maybe a few groans of annoyance. "We know this, just learn to forgive and forget"
Alexander bit his finger, suppressing tears and anger."I almost died!" He gazed deeply at Thomas, a steam of hatred and sadness sparked in his eyes.
"Your making this harder then it seems..." Thomas put his fingertips on his temple and sighed. The air in the room felt heavier. Everything seemed so death choking. It's like being trapped in a box.
"I'm going!" Alexander said and aggressively pushed Thomas and lad out the way, leaving them in fear and anger.
Alexander wasn't going to hurt a fly mentally . But physically he'd beat their ass. He was on the verge of killing a bitch. And the idea, was amazing.
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FanfictionThis is sort of like BE MORE CHILL-- So, John laurens is a new student attending HIGHSCHOOL in New York, he comes upon Alexander.. a jock- who also has a lot of friends and that's what leads to laurens the nerd, wanting to change himself and be diff...