Changes | Lams ✔️

Chapter- 14

I walked over to the front room. It was dark in here but John couldn't be anywhere else.

I flipped the switch on and spotted him sitting on the couch, his head resting in his hand.

I sighed at the sight of him. He's too innocent for this world.

I walked over and plopped down beside him."Don't make me strangle you again.." I murmured half heartily. I heard him giggle really quietly.

"John, I'm sorry for whatever happened in there. Did you see a bug?" I asked trying to make him laugh again. Boy, do I love to hear him laugh.

His only response was a shrug. I sighed harder. I'll just do what I did last time. Taking it my own way.

I reach over and climbed on-top of him, resting my head on his chest and hugging his waist. Though he was smaller then me, he can still take this. I felt the heat rise to his face. So I, the cool guy I am. Breathed on his neck. Teasingly.

"A-Alexander.." He whispered."I'm sorry.." he finished.

"For?" I asked hugging him tighter. I didn't wanna let go of him. Not now, not ever.

"For, running out for no reason."

"John." I put my elbow on his stomach and rest my chin in my hand, glancing up at him."Everything has a reason.. and it's ok. I understand you get really uncomfortable with these things." He put his hands behind his back and pulling himself up more.

"You don't get it.." he took my face in his hands and looked deeply in my eyes."I love you Alexander.." he finished.

I suddenly laughed and he looked taken back. His pupils got smaller.

"Why didn't you say so before?"

"I-I.. um— because I knew you w-were s-straight.. and I j-ju—"
I cut him off by pressing our lips together. It was passionate and slow. Warm and soft. He pulled back a second just to connect our lips again, though he bit my bottom lip and explored my mouth with his tongue, without my consent. But it didn't matter. Today was amazing and I wish for nothing else but John. I need John. I wanted John. And I think I could have John. Then I felt him pull back. I was gasping for air.

"Did I do something wrong?" I asked. He didn't say anything but his face got redder and he flipped me over and started kissing my neck. He went from my neck to my chest. Then finally to my stomach. He moaned a little causing a vibrating feeling on my stomach. I grabbed his waist and pulled it into mine. Then I heard another moan.

He came back up and out lips locked again.

After a few minutes past of us making out he laid his head on my chest, while I stroked his hair. It was kinda quiet. The only sound I could hear was the snickering in the other room. And which I'm having a talk with them afterwards. They'll never give anyone privacy and it kills me to know that.

I held onto John tighter and he slowly began to drift off. He needed more sleep, He was sick after all anyways. And I loved him more and more everyday.

Wait
Oh fuck.. he was sick.

Oh well. Maybe I don't have to go to school one day.
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I'm sorry this escalated quickly so imma change that >:0