Chapter- 7

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I woke up to the pouring rain beating on my window. The cracking of the thunder making my room shake. This time it wasn't the sun lighting up my room, it was the lightning.  My bones felt like they were shaking as well. Kip started to whimper, and he snuggled in my blankets.

"Shh, it's just a storm, and besides I don't know if I'll have classes today. Cross your paws." I kissed his forehead and climbed under the covers. I reached over to my desk where the lamp was on and grabbed my phone off the charger.

5:35 am it read. I opened my Snapchat up to reveal a dozen messages from the Groupchat. I really hope we don't have school today. I mean, it was fun and all- I'm just to tired to learn. I should have known we'd have a storm, yesterday there were a lot of clouds and the weather was being bipolar. I sighed and sat my phone down, not plugging it in.  I'll just think. Yep, that's what I'll do..well, I think.. I'm gonna like this school. It literally reads LGBTQ . Everyone has at least a little interest In the same gender. Even if they say how straight they are. Besides, words are just words. I'd say I'm straight but I'd be lying. And only Peggy knows I'm gay. I'm not bi, or straight. I'm gay. I have NO interest in girls. But they are sweet and a good option on a friends list to be completely honest. I wouldn't bother telling everyone I'm gay. And if they have a problem.. then I don't know what to tell them other then 'solve it' I already did it myself. The storm began to settle down so I pulled the cover tighter over kip and I, I hope tomorrow is the same way.. I hugged kip tighter and dozed off.

I woke up the second time.

My phone read 8:45. Shît I'm hella late. I quickly jumped up and tripped over my own foot causing a thud noise.  I rubbed my face and walked over to the door, running downstairs with kip following my trail.  My dad was sitting on the couch watching The news.
"Hey dad." I mumbled rubbing my eyes.

"If your wondering you do have school but you don't have to go if you don't want too." I smiled brightly at that and ran back upstairs and grabbed my phone.

TurtleBoi🐢🌝: is anyone going to school or—?

Herc💙: I'm at school lol

Laffytaffy😜💯: same

Lexi😏🔥: Welp I'm not cause I just now fucking woke up, thanks guys 🙄

Herc💙: chill out hammy, I have plenty of tampons~😏👌🏽

Laffytaffy😜💯: Bahahha I'm crying help😭😂

Lexi😏🔥: I'm coming to school, only to beat your ass

Herc💙: Tehe

TurtleBoi🐢🌝: Well I'll go since everyone already is.

Laffytaffy😜💯: K fam, and Hammy fight me too I need some love ^0^

Lexi😏🔥: omdfg you KiNkY piece of shît

I shut my phone off while laughing to myself. They are some people. And I'm really staring to crush and now it's killing me inside to actually admit it outloud. He's so charismatic, smart, and beautiful. I've never met anyone like him. Ever.

I grabbed a neon green shirt with ripped skinny jeans. Wanted to wear something different today. I'm not impressing anyone, I just wanna fit in. I might as well change my attitude and personality as well. I stumbled across the floor and reached under then bed. I grabbed some adidas white shoes too, I've never wore them but nows the chance.

One day I'm dressed like this total loser and today I'm dressed like some popular cool kid. I feel that way. I hopped over to my mirror still trying to shove my shoes on, I started putting in one ear ring. Before I could go anywhere I grabbed my book bag and headed out.

Today is just like my first day, though it's my first day showing them who I actually am and not being this scared highschooler.

I don't know who I am actually.

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