I sense that Lisa is cross with herself. She usually manages to cheer me up or help me find a solution.
T:"But enough about me, how about you? "We didn't get a chance to talk about it, but you looked put out the other day at Colin's concert, because of a letter..."
Lisa:"Oh..."
(I don't push it.)
T:"If you don't want to talk about it, no problem."
Lisa:"No, it's not that... "
Lisa sighs and wraps her arms around her shoulders as if she suddenly felt cold.
Lisa:"It's my father..."
T:"Your father ?"
Lisa:"Yeah ... A pretty murderous letter ..."
Lisa has a rather difficult family history. She told me she'd broken all ties when she moved to New York to start a new life.
She'd had a pretty intense affair with a teacher from uni when she was younger, and her father had cut her off for it. . .
Since then, she hadn't heard from her family, and she never tried to get in touch with them.
T:"Oh ... I'm sorry ..."
I put my hand on hers and look at her sympathetically.
Lisa:"Don't be. My dad's an asshole and my mother never had the courage to go against him."
T:"What did the letter say?"
I watch her fiddle with the stem of her glass, a sad look in her eyes.
Lisa:"He found me through an acquaintance we have in common, he didn't say who, he always manages to make me feel anxious. . . . "
Lisa:"He wrote that I was really ungrateful, after all, he's done for me, to go off like that, without giving them any news."
Lisa:"He's the one who threw me out !!"
(I calm things down.)
T:"Maybe he'd like to see you again ...?"
Lisa:"Pff ... No way ... He's just found a way to spit out his poison!"
I sigh and look at her. She's really upset.
(I console her.)
I feel sorry for her. I know that when facing our demons, we sometimes just need a shoulder to lean on, without necessarily going into all the details ...
T:"I'm sorry Lisa ... How are you holding up?"
Lisa:"Let's just say that as far as I'm concerned he no longer exists, so I just pretend I never received the letter ..."
T:"I see ..."
T:"You should have talked to me before! You shouldn't have kept this to yourself, Lisa ...!"
Lisa:"I'm not going to bother you about everything ..."
T:"Rubbish, that's what friends are for, aren't they ?"
She smiles shyly.
Lisa:"Listen ... Let's not talk about that anymore. I don't want to make it more important than it is."
T:"Okay."
I take a look at the group of guys who keep looking in our direction.
T:"I don't know what's up with all these men, at the moment. There must be something in the air ..."
Lisa gives me a dubious look
T:"You know what, both Jake AND Mark asked me out for a drink."
Lisa:"Ha ha ha! Tayla the temptress!!"
T:"You must be joking!!"
T:"I had a good chat with Jake the other day. He's pretty cool ... And, pretty handsome too ..."
(I like Mark too.)
T:"Mark's kinda cute in his own way ..."
Lisa:"Look here, tender heart, you are going to have to decide!"
T:"That's the pot calling the kettle black!"
Lisa gives me a dirty look and sticks out her tongue.
I'm glad to see her mischievous look back on her face. I only hope that the stuff with her father won't affect her too much. In any case, I'll be there for her.
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RandomLove and Lust... "Tayla White" have been working at Carter Corp. An influential enterprise in the heart of New York and founded by the charismatic "Ryan Carter". Her life is settled : she have her own apartment, "Lisa" and "Matt" are good friends of...