It's the pain I try to hide.
That tells you that I lied.
My words have no meaning.
My actions tell you everything.
I don't lie to hurt you.
But I feel there's nothing I can do.
My mind is in a endless maze.
My thoughts are lost in a haze.It's my life I can't stand.
There is no helping hand.
I've always been on my own.
It's what I've been taught and shown.
To not let people in.
I don't know where to begin.
To try and start over.
But I can't stop thinking of her.
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