I felt so much that I started to feel nothing.
Even when surrounded at a family gathering.
And when joy and happiness is shared.
I still feel like I'm not cared.
I've gotten great at faking smiles.
My sad thoughts go on for miles.
I'm scared one day I'm going to feel numb.
My heart is missing that beat of a drum.
But then I met her and I felt everything.
This could be my new start and our beginning.
I feel the joy and happiness we share.
She tells and shows me she will always care.
There's no more need for me to fake these smiles.
My thoughts on her go on for miles.
I know now with or without her I'll never feel numb.
But when I'm with her my heart beats like a drum.
