Now , growing up going into my adolescent years and my sister in her mid teenage years , she has become the age where she also seeks attention from guys . And by that I mean she likes a wave here and there , maybe a hug and even when they ask " can I get your number? ". I mean that just makes a girl feel good about herself. You feel loved and wanted .
But as she's going into that stage I find that the people who normally would give me that attention , kind of backs away and move to her. Now , I'm not the jealous type but I'll admit that it made me question who I was and why.
It made me ask God a lot of questions like Am I not good enough anymore? Is it because I'm older? Maybe I've changed or she's just prettier than me .
And as days went on I prayed and prayed more and more about this asking God but why the sudden change? Did i cause it or what ?
And i found that God says he has made a husband for all of us , that fits us perfectly. Someone who love and cherish us more than anything and vice versa.
And it went on that maybe , all the "rejection" I'm facing is simply a learning actvity to prepare me for my future husband.
Now, I thought what? How is a "broken heart" a learning activity ?
And now I realize that by the rejection I faced and the loss of attention etc. I've grown to love myself more . To accept myself for who God made me to be . For you can't give your love to someone else if you haven't given yourself love first .I've also learned that it doesn't matter if I get the attention or lose it , I have a husband somewhere who God created to love and cherish me .
Someone who will love me so much that I won't even remember what I'm feeling at this moment .
Because it is written that in
1 Corinthians 13:7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
So do not let what happens today prevent you from hoping for tomorrow.
Prayer
God , I'm sorry if i question you sometimes when going through heartbreaks. I'm sorry if I doubt you. Please fill me with peace of knowing that you have created a husband who will love and cherish me , and that all that I'm going through now is preparing me for him.
In Your Name I pray
Amen.
Hope this helped . Remember you're all beautiful and God loves you. ❤
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