A negative feeling,
Possessing my mind.
Don't want to be honest,
Scared of what I will find.
Distant grieving,
Of times spend with you.
Honest advances,
That brings it through.
Lying to myself,
More of a habit now.
Believing we are together,
Not willing a final bow.
Tough strains holding,
Me back in the past.
Where I have learned to survive,
Where we forever last.
No victory to be taught,
Out of my heart's pain.
No feelings to unveil,
No demons to be slain.
Evil rows as bay,
The memories of you.
Until I can expect,
That we are finally through.
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Emotional Amnesia
PoetrySometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not". I have felt like this many times in my life; as a kid, teenager and as an adult. I have seen many things in my life and felt even more...