Distant Grieving

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A negative feeling,

Possessing my mind.

Don't want to be honest,

Scared of what I will find.


Distant grieving,

Of times spend with you.

Honest advances,

That brings it through.


Lying to myself,

More of a habit now.

Believing we are together,

Not willing a final bow.


Tough strains holding,

Me back in the past.

Where I have learned to survive,

Where we forever last.


No victory to be taught,

Out of my heart's pain.

No feelings to unveil,

No demons to be slain.


Evil rows as bay,

The memories of you.

Until I can expect,

That we are finally through.


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