Rogue (Lesbian Story)

The New Beginning

The run back towards my old home was endless. My paws moved on their own. One leg after another, just keep moving. I could tell that everyone else wanted this situation to be terminated as much as I did.

Havana was on my left and Greg, Ann's mate, on my left. Melissa and Eric were obviously leading us, running side by side.

My thoughts were going crazy. Was everything the same? How was everyone? Would they want me? All these those plague my mind. As if she was reading my mind, Havana gently nuzzled my neck, careful not to tip us. Just her touch cause all my fears to evaporate.

Finally we arrived just as the sun was setting beyond the mountains. We were greeted by Caleb and Lauren, my brother and his mate. They paid their respects to Eric and Melissa but quickly found their way to me. They licked me with love and sadness. They wanted me home.

We made our way into the village, never stopping despite the failed attempts of my past friends. I never made eye contact because I knew too well that it would only magnify the results of my decision. Havana never left my side, just her being there was enough for me.

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Scarlett's P.O.V

I didn't know if I was going crazy or not but I could have sworn I smelt her. My feet acted before my brain and I was racing through the woods with Kota right behind me. I didn't have to explain, I knew she smelt her too.

We stopped dead in our tracks when we saw her. Her white fur seemed purer than ever. She had grown in size, if that was possible. Warm tears began falling and I couldn't control them, I wanted to shout so badly but I couldn't. Something seemed off, she wouldn't look at any of us and that black and brown wolf was wayy too close to her. Jealousy courses through my veins, and I know Kota felt it too. Where is the Skylar that we love?

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Skylar's P.O.V

Finally we were in the meeting place that I knew so well. My gaze found Zari, and it never dawned on me that I missed her so damn much. I couldn't lose control though. I wanted to get in and out, professionally.

We finally were seated, facing the elders am my brother, the Alpha.

"We've asked for your presence today because we wish for you to one back home. We all have realized that it was a mistake, our mistake, in forcing you to leave. Please come home to were you belong." Elder Edon plead, staring into my eye.

All eyes were in me as I took my time, trying hard to properly convey my feelings.

"You guys were my family. I tried so hard ever since I was a child to impress all of you, and in all honesty I love you all, but I cannot come here. Not to a place were only bad memories remain. You all never truly needed me. You only wanted what I had to offer. Not once did you try to comfort me or tell me that I was needed. I understand that you all were thinking about the pack, but was I not a part of it? Were my needs never as important as everyone else's?"

They all remained silent, none of them had a voice to answer so I continued.

"When my mother died none of you, not even my own father gave me time to grieve. Instead I was cast out to protect the pack, my title ripped away from me. I was slowly dying and yet you all continued to push me into darkness. You all wanted me to become a distant monster who only wanted to kill and I can not stay anywhere that forces me to change." My voice wavering at the end

Havana was there to capture me when I was down. She nestled herself into me. I felt at home just at her touch. At this point she was my life line, I wouldn't be able to stand without her. She was strong for me an that only fuelled my determination. I was in love with this girl and it only grew more everyday.

The Elders looked at me some shocked other understanding.

"Skylar. We understand that you are hurt and you have every right to be but you can't abandon y-"

"Abandon you? You're fucking kidding me. Not once did I give up on all of you but you all disposed of me in an instant. Yeah abandon my ass. You all left me without a second thought, so don't make me out as the bad guy!" Anger clung to every word. I refused to allow them to place the blame on me.

They all flinched at my change in tone and I didn't care. I was not going to be at fault for their mishap.

"Well with that clear, I think we'll be on our way. It was great speaking with all of you" Eric chimed in.

They all stayed silent. No protest or anything. We took that as our am chance to exist and not once did I look back.