Rogue (Lesbian Story)

Nothing Was The Same

When I left the cave I was devoured by Kota and Scar's embrace. They were overwhelmed to see me. I could see the pain and longing in their eyes and with every touch they only seemed to grow sadder.

Havana allowed for a growl to escape her lips, stoping them from bundling any deeper into me. When they stopped I swiftly made my way to Havana, easing her jealousy by snuggling against her. Her head snapped my was as if warning me and it only made me love her more. Her jealousy was adorable.

"Where have you been Sky?!" Scar questioned, pain lingering in her voice. "Are you coming home? With us?" Her eyes were full of hope and desire.

"I can't stay here Scar. This is not my home. My home is with them. They love me. I'm sorry but I can't come back to this." Before I even finished she was running away.

"Way to fucking go. So you're just gonna leave all of us for what? Her?" The way she talked about Havana enraged me. She wasn't some girl that I had fallen for. She was my damn mate! "What about us Sky? We love you too, way more than she ever co-"

"Don't you dare compare your love to hers!" I hissed

"She has been there for me since I was forced to leave this damned place and I will not stand aside as you slander her. Not my mate!" She flinched at the severity of my tone.

I didn't even give her a chance to respond. I turned my back and left with my Pack close behind.

*****

Havana's P.O.V

The entire trip back home was silent, at least to me it was. I couldn't get her out of my head. She called me her mate. She said I was HERS. Did she mean it or was it just like a friend kind of mate. I hope she meant her loving mate because that's all I've wanted to be ever since I laid my eyes on her. She is amazing.

She is so gentle with everyone. Her love for others is too amazing and the way she looks at me makes me melt inside. It's so loving. Her pure white fur reflects her soul. I know it's cheesy but it's true. There's nothing about her that's tainted. I would love to know that I belonged to her, that no matter what I'd always be the one she came home to.

"...with me.."

"Huh?" Was all that I could get out. I was so lost in my thoughts that I never realized that she was talking to me.

"Haha I said would you like to go for a walk with me when we get back home?"

"Sure"

I couldn't get out any other word and I'm glad for that. Her laugh caused all my smart ass remarks to disappear.

We arrived shortly after her question. I told her that I would see her soon.

I quickly made my way home with my parents.

As soon as we stepped inside I ran up to my room. I quickly shifted and showered. Once I was out I ransacked my closet, trying to find something that was casual but sexy. It was too cool for shorts and too hot for boots.

I decided on tight ripped skinny jeans, a white Flyleaf cutoff and white slip ons. I put in my grey beanie, allowing my hair to cascade down my back. I made my way down stairs and I almost escaped my parents questioning.

Almost...

"So Skylar is your mate?" My mother beamed

"Well mom I'm not sure. If you let me leave I could find that out" I weakly smiled, hoping that she would give in. No such luck.

"Aww my baby is growing up!! She a perfect match for you too! I knew there was a reason why I liked her!"

This is never going to end.

"Skylar will make you happy. I can feel it" my father chimed

Did everyone know, jeez!

"Aww you look so cute" my brother teased. "You actually look decent, for once" both my parent laughed at that. Really?! Great parents.

"Well bye. I'd love to chat with my lovely family but I have Skylar waiting on me, so I kinda have to go."

I dashed out of the house before they could say anything more.

I walked over to the place we first met and I realized how much I wanted to see her. Her welcoming eyes lured me in and I couldn't get enough of them or her. I wanted, no I needed to be by her side. My heart ached when I wasn't near her.

'I told you that she was our mate. She's just right. You need to mark her.' My inner wolf demanded.

'Yeah I know. But I have to wait. I can't just attack her.'

'But... but she's ours.' She whined.

When I saw her my heart skipped three beats. She looked like an angel. Her midnight black hair hung in loose curls as they fall down her back. She wore tight black skinny jeans hugged her soo well. Her navy blue long sleeved blouse made her eyes pop. Everything about her seemed so gorgeous.

She noticed me almost immediately and she gave me a breath taking smile. Dusting herself off, she walked towards me and hugging me in a tight embrace.

Normally when we hang out I can control myself, but today I felt warm from her touch. My inner wolf was howling, demanding that I claimed her right then and there.

Gently placing her hand in mine she guided me towards the lake. We sat and she pulled me into her, wrapping her arm around my waist. This action took me by surprise, but I quickly melted into her body, leaning me head into the crook of her neck.

We talked for hours. I got to know more about her and her old life; about how sad and lonely she actually was. I felt myself growing angrier at the fact that she had to go through that. She deserve so much more.

She then spoke about her mother and now much she loved her. It was obvious that words could not explain how much she loved and admired her mother. I felt wet droplets land on my head and looked up to see her crying.

My heart ached for her. Living on her own with no one at all.

I cupped her face in my hands, wiping away her tears.

"Don't cry anymore okay, love. You are strong and I know your mother thinks the same. You've been alone for so long, but you don't have to be alone anymore. You've got me and I promise I'm not leaving any time soon." I gave a weak smile, trying to quite all of her pain and fear.

She let our foreheads rest against one another, gazing deeply into my eyes. Fear lingered in her eyes and it killed me.

She leaned, grazing my lips, waiting for my acceptance.

I gave in almost instantly. Our lips connected and everything's seemed so right in that moment. The way our lips moved in sync melted my heart. Everything that needed to be said was answered by that kiss; her love, pain, fear, lust, anything that she felt, all in that one kiss. I wanted all of her.

I wrapped my arms behind her neck as she tightened her grip around my waist, bring me into her lap so that I was straddling her.

Our kiss was aggressive yet passionate. We needed each other, yearned for one another's touch. She nibbled on my bottom lip, receiving a moan from me. Her tongue slipped I my mouth effortlessly, demanding dominance. I let her have it, I wanted her to control me. We slowly pulled away from the kiss, each of us breathless.

She planted kisses along my jaw and down my neck and with every kiss I could feel how badly she wanted me.

Gently pulling away, I looked into her eyes that were now dark with lust.

"I need you right now" I whispered into her ear seductively and I could feel her heart beat increase.

"You have no idea how badly I want you; to make you mine and mine alone. But I want it to be at the right time. Not when we're are clouded by lust. I want to make love to you, okay?" She said lovingly.

I am hers. She's all that I can see in my future and I don't care. I need her to breathe, to live. She is my heart beat.

I just nod my head and give her a quick peck in the lip before climbing off.

We cuddled into each other, her arms wrapped around me, for who knows how long, all that I know is that it felt so right.