The New Him

PROLOGUE

He's kind..

While im not.

Hes smart..

While me? Sort of.

Hes quiet.

While me? Im Super noisy.

Hes very studious..

And me? all I know is to stroll.

Were super opposite right? Thats why sometimes, I wonder if how this guy fell in love with me.

I think our only similarities is that were both good in dancing.

When he court me, with no doubt, I answer him but dont get me wrong. I dont like him, I just used him.

Why?

It's simply because I want to be the top student in our class and now that I became the top student, I think this is the right time for me to stop pretending.

I am that bad right? Who cares!

"Let's stop this." I said habang tinutulungan niya ako sa projects and reports ko.

"Ha? No, let's just finish this. Baka mamaya pagalitan ka pa pag di natin to natapos eh"

"No! What I mean is our relationship. I'm now breaking up with you" halata namang nagulat si Ivan sa sinabi ko pero he just manage to condition hisself and laugh painfully.

"Hey Jess, please stop fooling around with me but you know what.. that was funny" Mukha ba akong nagjojoke? I am damn serious here atsaka duh! I will never like him.

"No I am not joking. I'm damn serious here, ayoko na! Can't you see, I don't and I will never like you. Ginamit lang kita para maging top student ako and ngayon na nakuha ko na yung gusto ko? Please lang itigil na natin to. I'm sick of this"

"Look at yourself. Ang panget mo! Sino ba sa tingin mo yung magkakagusto sayo, sa nerd na kagaya mo. Please lang ayoko na, ang hirap kayang magpanggap lalo na pangit na katulad mo!" Bigla namang may tumulong luha sa mata niya. Nakaramdam naman ako ng guilt. Ugh please lang conscience don't intrude.

Kahit na nahihirapan siyang magsalita kakaiyak, pinilit niya parin na kausapin ako.

"Ginagamit mo lang ako? Jess naman eh, sabihin mo sakin nagsisinungaling ka lang. Mahal ko diba? Jess I know you love me so please wag mo akong iiwan. Jess I love you!" then he hold and kiss my hand. Ugh jess please lang wag kang maguilty. After all you deal with this atsaka dapat masaya ako kasi nakuha ko na yung gusto ko.

"I Love you? No I never like you. Diba nga ginamit lang kita? Wag kang tanga. Matalino ka diba? Ba't hindi mo maintindihang ayoko. sa. katulad. mo. Diyan ka na nga nerdy guy!" Iniwan ko naman na siya dun na umiiyak. Psh Bahala siya diyan ang arte niya atsaka I know that he'll forget me..

..SOON!